I still can't get over him... Sometimes he races through my mind like a broken record over and over again every single day. I still don't know why he is mad at me for. I know he won't speak to me because over a little thing that happened and now im afraid i lost him forever!! I still don't know what the h-e-double hockey sticks too do. Today, i'll go to school and tell him straight before things get worse. I don't want this to happen. so i was right, All the emotional pain i took before that haunted me 6 years ago has come back to take over my life.

I wish none of this would've happened and things would be fine but i had to open my big mouth to Mackenzie, the even bigger bigmouth.. everything would be fine and he and i would still be friends, But now he won't speak to me because of this, Im caught in a continuous drama circle with this guy and i've tired of this.. I have to apologize cause i didn't do squat, He's the one who backstabbed me and made me look pathetic but i did embarass him a little and it is not okay and he better not say it cause it isn't. So i do have something to apologize for.

I feel really miserable without him. Though i did stand on my own without him before and i can sure has h-e-double hockey sticks can do it again if he doesn't speak to me. Im already sick of this crap and i want to end it now before things can get as worse as the millions of times i was backstabbed by him and other so callled "friends". Im gonna apologize to him as soon as i get to school.

Love ya all,
Cassidy.

Labels: morning posts, school, the alex files

I still can't get over him... Sometimes he races through my mind like a broken record over and over again every single day. I still don't know why he is mad at me for. I know he won't speak to me because over a little thing that happened and now im afraid i lost him forever!! I still don't know what the h-e-double hockey sticks too do. Today, i'll go to school and tell him straight before things get worse. I don't want this to happen. so i was right, All the emotional pain i took before that haunted me 6 years ago has come back to take over my life.

I wish none of this would've happened and things would be fine but i had to open my big mouth to Mackenzie, the even bigger bigmouth.. everything would be fine and he and i would still be friends, But now he won't speak to me because of this, Im caught in a continuous drama circle with this guy and i've tired of this.. I have to apologize cause i didn't do squat, He's the one who backstabbed me and made me look pathetic but i did embarass him a little and it is not okay and he better not say it cause it isn't. So i do have something to apologize for.

I feel really miserable without him. Though i did stand on my own without him before and i can sure has h-e-double hockey sticks can do it again if he doesn't speak to me. Im already sick of this crap and i want to end it now before things can get as worse as the millions of times i was backstabbed by him and other so callled "friends". Im gonna apologize to him as soon as i get to school.

Love ya all,
Cassidy.

Labels: morning posts, school, the alex files