My best friend's boyfriend is an idiot. He has the nerve to gross out my bff. Well, Matt, Try again. I talked to lina on msn. Im not releasing the convo cause im not going too anyway. Sometimes all teenage boys can be perverts who want you-know-what from the girlfriends. Pretty nasty Huh? :19: Yup! It is! How can teen boys be that disgusting. Thats why im not dating till im 16 or 21.

This weekend was far from ok. On Friday, my Aunt and Uncle decided to pop by convenietly for a visit. Then Saturday, My mom was in a bad mood and made me and my brother clean the laundry room and do laundry. Sheesh! Tomorrow is december and im so excited!! i will start the countdown posts and all. So im not gonna do a theme layout since i made this one already and this is a oneshot layout and i may never make this kind of layout again!!!!!! So i will make the best of this :13: so i will enjoy it!

Good Moring Blog Buddies. I Went to my History teacher's blog and decided for you to see what everyone wrote :8: This is gonna be such a long post cause like 14 people from my class commented. Are you ready? Lets get started with Emily's.

:42: From Emily: I know that French people only wanted the Roman Catholic religon in New France. I also know that the expectations of women were that they were to become nuns,wives or mothers. The women were also expected to take care of their children and the house. New France also had people called the protestants who were people who did not agree with some or all of the laws of New France, protestants were not allowed to hold positions under the crown also that they were not allowed to teach or settle in french colonies. In my opinion if I was a person back then in New France I would be a protestant because I do not agree with most of the laws in New France,espically the law about having to be a Roman Catholic I think people should be allowed to be in whatever religon they would like to be in but that’s just my opinion.
My Opinion: Hi Emmy! Not to shabby, At least you got off your butt and compiled some real information and made a good paragraph. 10/10!! Go Emily!

So far- Emily is in the lead. Now it's time for Esma. Let's see if she tie Emmy or do better.

:42: From Esma: I know that the king of New France passed out a law that only Roman Catholics could settle in New France. I also know that Jaques Cartier was sent on a voyage of exploration and there were 2 things he had to do and they were to find precious gems and metals to make the French rich and the second mission was that he had to find a shipping route to the Orient to allow French traders to inmport fine products to Europe. I also know that Samuel de Champlain had established millitary alliences with the Huron people. I know about the children that grew up in New France and how it was really difficult for them because they had to help their parents crop and very much more. I also know that the nuns and priests played an important role in the Church.
My Opinion: Ezzie, Fabulous Job! At least you got off your butt too. 10/10!! Yay Esma!

Now- Ezzie and Emmy are officially tied for first place. Let's see if Alex can top this.

:42: From Alex: Before studying New France this year I had a poor understanding of New France. A few things I had learned this year were, one, about a man named Jacques Cartier who was sent out by the King of France to find a shipping route to the orient and to find precious gems and metals. We had also learned about a man named Samuel de Champlain was a navigator who had helped the settlers in New France by helping settlers have New France fell like home. I also learned that life in New France was extremely difficult.
My Opinion: Are you trying to bore me to death? I Can honestly say this while im drinking my coffee right now cause im gonna... *falls asleep* 4/10!! Sloppy Work Alex!

One thing that stuck out in my mind about New France was life in New France. When we were studying life in New France I thought life was extremely difficult. Some children couldn’t go to school because their parents couldn’t have their children spend time at school instead children had to stay home and help with chores.

To Recap: Ezzie and Emmy are tied for first and Alex is currently in second place with 4/10. Sloppy Work Alex! haha.

PT. 2 Comming Tomorrow!!!

Good evening blog buddies. Today was pretty intresting up until class time :18: What a sarcastic surprise. Well not so much.

Where do you want me to start? I'll make the chip down memory lane to first period at school. It all started when got to first period class with our homeroom teacher and things went downhill from there. It went downhill when the teacher asked my current enemy and classmate and former friend to sit beside me :23: are you nuts? I'd rather eat a dead bird than sit beside him. Then Tyon finally comes in :9: Oh thank you Tyon!! I Even told him that i was this close to sitting beside him, then that little caniving nosy little.. decides to butt in and tell me to shut up and then we got into a huge argument. Im asking this: WHO ARE YOU KIDDING? Seriously.

That's probably all i can blog about today cause i don't wanna blog about anymore :20: Byeeeeee!!!!!

in todays small entry. I'll start with the funny stuff :8:

Computer Lab: We were in the computer lab today and were checking out my history teacher's blog. (Isn't creepy for your history teacher to have a blog? but i don't care). Then i see the comments for the New France response thing or whatever and i see 15 comments. and i responded to Gagan and Alex's comments and i put down on Alex's comment that it made me fall asleep while i was drinking a glass of water. Then i leave a reply to Gagan's comment that he makes a good point, but he mispelled a few things. Thats all. I Liked Emily's the best. She at least had the desire to research and make a good paragraph for the teacher. Kudos to you Emily!!!! :6:

Art Class: Our whole class had to draw themself,somebody else or an Animal. I Drew myself in the younger years but then i was pretty ugly. but then i got prettier over the years. Kristen showed me her drawing but it was a random girl we don't know. And i even signed a birthday card for her mom :6: Good idea Kristen! I showed her and Desi my drawing but i don't look like that, i used to look like that when i was little. I had long hair but i was forced to chop it away. Back to art class, I was locked out of the classroom when i came back from the bathroom... that sucked!!

Thats all i can give you guys today! Bye!

Good Morning :5:
Im just listening to La La Land by Demi Lovato :37: and Fly on the Wall by Miley Cyrus :37: and might dowmload a movie or two later on. cause im so bored. All of my friends are at school and im stuck here cause i got up late and didn't have any time to take a shower or make my lunch and get dressed and all of the other stuff. so here i am, stuck here at home-- i have to stop missing school before the repeat of gr. 6 happens again!!! I Don't wanna be gone most of the time!!!

Oh and i forgot to mention, Happy Birthday Ethan!!! He's 13 today. He's getting this sweet video game so he will be fine till 14. haha :41: Happy Birthday!

I might make a few changes to my site, change page content,add pages,edit the layout and stuff. I Decided that Dec 1st im changing my layout till february and then April i will put up a Easter Layout and then Summer comes in and i might do a Miley Cyrus layout for the site.

And i have many due dates comming up, Dec 2nd- Drama Pres, Dec 11th- Project Due and Dec 19th is the last day of school for the holidays and come back sometime early January. I Love christmas the most. I get 3 weeks off and i get christmas gifts. When i get my IPOD and IHome, i will shut up forever along with my desktop computer if a laptop is out of reach. When i have those 3 things, My teen life will be forever complete. :18: :40:

Im gonna download some movies Now, Bye!

You little bitch. This is definetly the wrong time to start shit with me :18:

Where do you want me to start? oh yeah!
You all remember Alex (You remember me blogging about him quite a bit of times), Anyway. I Was sitting at my desk and talking to my friend Tyler and minding my own goddamn business and telling about the airplane dream i had and all of the friggin ordasity-- that little bitch decides to lie about me and say that I MAKE FUN OF HIM. Who the hell you think you are you little shit. I only call you names on random occasions. but that still doesn't mean you can lie.

This all happened when i was talking to my friend Natoya. The convo went something like this:
Me: I had this dream last night, Wanna Hear?
Natoya: Sure
Me- I start blabbing about the airplane dream.

I can't remember the rest so.. and he even had the nerve to say that i start rumors.
Hmp!// For your information jackass, You lied about me. I Only lied about liking you and you have the ordasity to lie! Hell No!

Then afterschool, That little idiot wished i was dead and you wanna know who i heard it from? Gagan!!! Thats Right, Gagan!! I wish you were dead too ya little bastard. (Not you Gagan. Im Talkin bout Alex)

What is the whole point of this post? You Annoy Me! You make me sick. I just wanted to clear things up. I've had enough of your crap-- Maybe if you don't lie about me, I'd take back those things i said about you and be your friend again. So stop with your shit.

Oh! gotta go. I'll blog tomorrow. bye

Oh and Alex, Try to keep my name out of your nasty mouth.

This is the wrong time to start crap with me! :18:
Where do you want me to start? Oh yes!
Im not really used to have good terms with friends but in this case, she is a ex-classmate and current enemy. Her name is Jael (I've never blogged about her before, this is my first post so beware of some stuff). Anyway, I Was standing outdside of my classroom by the corner of a few lockers minding my own friggin' business until that bitch came along. The convo went something like this:
Jael: Whats the matter? Haven't lost any weight?
Me: *Shakes head and ignores her*
Then one of her friends comes up to me and says:
Jael's Friend: She pretty dumb
And im thinkin Who the fuck do you think you are dissin me like that, Say that one more time and i will bust your face flat on the wall (Yeah, i know... i can be violent.)
Im Sorry, but if you imply that im fat one more, just one more time... You will know what happen.

And a lesson to learn outside a classroom: Never Fuck with Me <3

I Don't know who you think you are to call me fat but i can honestly say i don't sell my body and give lap dances to random guys outside on the streets in Alleyways. So i don't know who the hell your callin fat cause i can see some come out of you too.

So keep my name out of your nasty mouth <3

Ever heard of the saying, "When Life gives you lemons, You make lemonade". Im sure everyone has heard it. But the lemons life is giving me-- There rotten. Cause my life is going down a dark path. I have to turn back and fast. You know that life has it's ups and downs, most of my life has been downs. Oh well, i have to handle it. People are dragged into society and then die 100 years later. or live past 100 years, Which ever. :46: What we all know is that we all don't live forever, we have a short amount of time and we have to make the best of what we've got. So don't waste your time on nosense that you cant acheive or accomplish. It's foolish. :8: So waste time on things you can do and stuff you are forced to do. And me, I have to be grateful for each and every day and so should you :15: so make good choices and whatever you do... PLEASE NEVER RUN AWAY FROM YOUR PARENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The reason i am NOT happy today is this, Unfourtunately you will have to be a member to read this post. Sorry.

Today at school, me and my enemy finally got to talk again until, The after school incident came. I Went to go talk to him and he thinks i wanted to tell hom how much i hate him or i never wanna talk to him :23: Im sorry, but who the hell is he kidding, He has no right to do that. I try to apologize to him and tell him the truth and he didn't care. He doesn't know how i feel. For a guy like him, He is sure pretty cold and heartless. He thinks he has SARS but im just giving him space, i just step back a step but he thinks im running away from him. Im sorry but he is pretty stupid for a 12 year old. :25: So why is he treating me like this? What did i ever do to him. Besides, The only reason i liked that narcotic physco is because i was dared to in the first place. I Should've just told him the truth but he would'nt care. He's heartless and ignorant. He better not come crying to me when he changes his mind. Or That is if he has a mind to change. I'm gonna say, "Nope, Sorry. I gave you a chance but you blew it". and Now im afraid he is going to turn one of my friends against me and make me feel miserable, I could'nt even tell him the truth when he was my friend. He's still an idiot and he always will be one!! have a nice life jackass!!!!!

Afternoon from home. Im definetly going back to that wretched hellhole we call school tomorrow :22: Something im NOT excited about as usual! Tomorrow is Pajama at school and i have to bring a stuffed animal. That sucks :49: But i have too.... I Have so much at hand, Today is my Grampy's 65th birthday. He's officially a senior :12: Looks like he is getting his pension again today. Happy Birthday Grampy!!!

On the bad side, i have a lot of catching up to do at school tomorrow so i might be staying in instead of going outside, cause i missed.. 3 days or something, like that. Thats pretty bad but not comparing to last week :25: but that was a little worse than this week. but i think i will be okay.... *shrugs shoulders* for now.

When i reinstall Utorrent, Im gonna download some movies and burn them on usable cds so i can watch them on my DVD player. without getting into any trouble with anyone whatsoever and the movies have already been released so it's pretty legal.

And did you watch the Maury show at 10am, Man those teens are screwed up. Steal their moms money and party? They've got problems or their just unloved... Straighten up!! You girls are whacked.

Once again, I am home and nick will be mighty pissed when he sees me home. He thinks im at school but im not! :5: Stupid people like Nick is pretty easy to trick!!!! he's pretty stupid :8: I Know right? Well i have a stomachache and once again i am home, and added a new plurk on my plurk page. I have 31 fans and 2 friends, One of them is my close friend Roxanne. I Am so freakin pissed off right now for no reason but i do because Alex the dummy makes mean and insulting impressions of Emily. Emily, If you are reading this.. Please ignore that idiot otherwise I will take my foot and shove it up his ass :20: Literally. I Will do that, I always stick up for ya Em.

My mom is the biggest piece of dog crap alive, She lied about getting galbladder surgery, she said went to the hospital that closed down two days prior to her surgery. Lie #1, She promised my brother that he will get a sattelite radio and did he get it? I don't think so! Lie #2. My mom promised me a laptop and do you think i will get it? Maybe, My ass that im not gonna get it. Who the hell knows that my mom is lying about now :36: its pissing me off :23: and im seriously getting annoyed with her lies. Either she tells the truth or she will lose everything :15:

Oh Hi! I Am just listening to Call Me when your Sober (todays entry title) by Evanescence. Thats an awesome song and i love it. I might add it to my mp3 tonight before i go to bed. That is if my mother lets me on the computer after 7pm, This is exactly why i need my own computer so i dont have to share and i can be on as late as i want and even past midnight... That would be pretty cool! I Can't wait for christmas, My mom is gonna work 2 jobs and my stepdad will be out of his job soon. I feel sorry for the guy :18: Well thats too bad anyways, Canac was a Crappy company anyways :1: and i didn't like it-- but i liked the employees anyway. I Will probably blog tomorrow or wednesday. Cause i need time off my site and i have a life off the computer too you know!

"Don't cry to me,
If you loved me,
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind"

I Feel alot better that i brought pinkie to school with me today because something real bad happened to my friend. I Feel sorry for her :8: seriously, its not funny. I Dont wanna tell you the whole story about my friend but... i won't, I already feel bad for her enough as it is, Speaking of this bad stuff, Guess who died? Mrs. Bhagtana's Husband, He died on saturday at 6:30am probably taking a jog or walking across the street. I Feel sorry for Mrs. Bhagtana :42: I Hope She feels better and whoever did this, Shame on You!!! And She wont be back at school for awhile because of this incident. Get Well Ms. Bhagtana!

Last Night, i was watching a movie with Devon Aoki in it, 2 Fast 2 Furious, I Fell asleep an hour and 45 mins into the movie cause i was so tired from yesterdays shenannigans at school, Then i fell into this Weird dream where me and 3 of my friends (Gagan,Khaleah and Lina B.) and my enemy (Alex) were on a plane 40,000ft up in the air and Alex kept pushing me off the plane and i was saying "Stop it! its 40,000ft up." and he didnt care and Gagan, he was looking pissed off and started pushing him off and then i fell off the plane, and i asked, "Wheres my parachute?! ALEX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" and then Lina pushed Alex off the plane and he fell without his parachute and splat on the pavement at school. HAHAHA :31: but i was still falling and Kahleah jumped off and grabbed me and pulled out her parachute and landed safely on the pavement while Alex was covered in scratches,bruises and cuts, Me,Lina,Gagan and Khaleah were laughing at Alex, but he was pissed off. and chased us all over the school, including inside-- Fourtunately, Esma drifts in and beats up Alex. Ha Ha! then he was sent to the hospital because his legs were broken and his face was covered in bruises and his whole body was damaged. :15: I Should have more dreams like this more often! Yesterday, I even ran home from school but my throat was all dried up and i was feeling woozy and weak but i kept running anyway. Before that, I Told Gagan that im never gonna settle things with Alex but gagan told me to do that but Alex will refuse anyway because im trying to be the better person but while he makes fun of me everyday. He's still a brainless,clueless moron who i hate more than noah anyway :23: If i dont fix things fast, then Gagan will get annoyed, besides he's mainly on my side because of the cruel things Alex does to me everyday. See, What did i tell you? If you keep treating me like garbage, then you'll lose friends. So Stop It! Its Annyoing and Immature, Just Like YOU! :23: Besides, WHAT IS THE WHOLE POINT OF THIS ANYWAYS!!! YOU THREW AWAY OUR FRIENDSHIP... YOU MADE A GREAT FRIEND BUT THEN YOU LOST IT CAUSE I DROWNED IN YOUR LIES. GIVE IT UP!! ITS NOT WORKING... So Quit being an Immature Baby.

Good Morning, Yesterday was definetly a trainwreck, Alex called me and my friend Khaleah "cybercullies" :23: Who the hell is he kidding? I only wrote 3 nasty entries about him and wrote ignorant messages about him on gaia. Doesn't that count for something? Ok, it does. So what is he whining about? he's whining over nothing anyway. So why does he have to make fun of me?

School pretty much sucked. it sucked so bad that i dont even wanna blog about it. Bye!

Does everything have to be a competition? WRONG, Everything is not a competiton unless your enemy's name is Alex and is in your class this year :19: Im NOT joking. He really is my enemy... I Hate him to the ends of the earth, I even told my teacher what he did, I Feel Like a snitch and a rat for doing that!!! But i did anyway. Lets hope he didn't get into too much crap from the teacher anyway. Do you all still think he is my friend? Well guess what, you are so wrong with a capital W. and the point im making? Well, Im pointing out that he still backstabbed me and betrayed me in the worst way possible anyway. So his point is? :41:

This morning, I wrote the first 25 reasons why i hate whats-his-face but someone wrote an insulting note. Whoever it was should have not wrote my book, Thats Vandalism and Tresspassing in my property. Who the hell do you think you are, The Queen of England, What?! You had the right to go into my private property and vandalize it? :25: Your an Idiot!!! What kind of moron would do somethin like that... Oh wait! I recognized the writing, it was Jennifer's or Shania's writing because Khaleah doesn't write like that. and i almost fell asleep in history class :33: again! So History definetly bores me anyway.

Today in LA class, We got our November Project.. on drugs!!! eww!!! :23: Disgusting right? RIGHT! I Chose cocaine for my project and got alot done in 2..3 hours maybe, Not even. Probably about 30...45mins. Probably that long, I got 2 Definitions down and all of part c. If projects were like this, I'd be more happy to do this more often since i need a good mark otherwise my mom will go nuts and Heave Ho on me anyway. Am I Right? No Seriously, Am I Right?, Okay im right. :1:

Sorry i haven't been on in a while! i stopped blogging on tuesday, Now i can blog again! and well im gonna blog probably 3x a week till i get my laptop or probably once in a while :18: My mom got a new job close to home, She works at a chrysler car dealership at McLaughlin Rd. just by my house, 4-5 mins away from home, Not Even! By christmas, I'll have my own computer-- A Laptop. I used to have a laptop but nick destroyed it and im getting a new one over an Ipod :34: but i :heart: ipods! but a Laptop is alot better!
And since christmas is getting closer each day, Im thinking of putting up a christmas layout on the site by the end of the month or the beginning of December :40: im not sure, Most likely the end of the month! Im gonna change the backgrounds and the colors and the logo for the site since christmas is comming, after that, i will put up a new layout until easter rolls by!

Speaking of Easter, do any of you celebrate easter. I sure do, even though im Roman-Catholic, Sometimes my mom thinks im a Jehovah's Witness. I Even made a quiz based on friendship. Pretty cool huh? Well gotta go, We'll talk later. Bye!

Im gonna cancel my website soon cause i realized blogs are for low-self esteem losers, Im gonna stick with this one on gaia! I Even took my friend Kristen’s advice and quit writing stories. It’s not much fun since i put it off wayyy to long, So im gonna quit since it takes too much time for both– but i worked too hard on my site and can’t cancel it now, then i have to start all over. Nah Screw it! Im gonna cancel it anyway! Im even cleaning out all my stories from my account on my computer, Doing that stuff makes me feel alot worse than before… It’ll make a feel alot better.

Im even trying this trick to erase negative thoughts out of me and quickly replace them with a positive thought– I use a rubber band and my wrist and hit myself with a rubber band. It’s painful but works. You should try it, Works like a charm! I’d recommend it.. If you have an irrational fear to pain- - - Then i’d recommend you wouldn’t do this at all because i might make your fear worse. But it will work, I KNOW IT!!!! haha

I Got stuck staying home today, Again! I missed wednesday and now today, Friday… Oh Well at least i can blog on gaia today cause i spend most of my on here anyways since i abandoned my site.. I Have alot more fun on here anyway! Thanks to you gaia, I feel alot better!

Labels: home life, morning posts

Today was great but but tearful at the same time but i’ll get over it. I’ll start with drama class in the afternoon:

Drama Class: We were doing trust games, I got to catch my friend Esma– even though she was taller than me, i was able to catch her but we fell after cause she’s so tall but she’s an awesome friend along with Emily and all the other girls in my class but Jennifer, i think she is secretly hating me:
JENNIFER, YOU GOT A PROBLEM WITH ME, WELL TOO DAMN BAD!… Back to Drama Class, My friend Gagan and his friend and my current enemy Alex did the trust exercise but they fell after Gagan caught Alex but that was damn funny of what happened. Alex is a damn dolt (NOT REALLY, ITS JUST A JOKE- SO DON’T TAKE IT PERSONALLY!!!!!).

And to be honest, He’s one of the people i cut the face out of our class picture along with Jordain… 7B was supposed to have a geog test but instead we did drama. Pretty fun instead of a writing a test. Speaking of tests, I wrote a math test this morning at school but it was a piece of cake and i love and im good at data management. Then we marked the other classes tests and i ended up getting Nika’s and she only got 5 questions right, My homeroom teacher will mark the bottom half.

Labels: complete alex stupidity, school, the alex files

Afternoon guys!, :37: Im finished doing all my chores and now i can blog. I Was on facebook and guess who i found, Yeah... Alex. i didn't add him cause i hate him right now, I told Erica what happened and boy she pissed. ok not really :32: and Andrew is like this :33: -- He doesn't care. I Told Erica what happened and she's probably gonna help me. it's like Middle School court-- Me and Erica vs. Alex and Andrew. I Hope Me and Erica win this part cause it's pathetic that i have to apologize to Alex when he should apologize to me for lying about me behind my back :30: it's pretty sad that my :34: is broken because of this.

and i bet Erica is bitchin at Alex right now and im thinkin, "Alex you are goin down!" and im also thinkin "Come On Erica!" man, she takes forever to reply to a stinkin message. HURRY UP, THIS AIN'T LAST MINUTE CHRISTMAS SHOPPING! and btw mom, IM NOT DELETING MY WEBSITE, I WORKED WAY TO HARD ON IT.. I CAN CHANGE THE ADDRESS AND RESTORE AND BACKUP MY ENTIRE WEBSITE ANYWAYS!!! Theres a program to restore your site and i have the control to do it! sorry sucker!

I'll blog later. Bye!

I Still feel pissed cause of Friday, Wanna know whats sad? I Have to beg for everyone's forgiveness when they should be begging for mine because they hurt me when i didn't do anything to them. thats pretty pathetic. :46: and i feel crushed, I made a video to show to my classmates on tuesday of how i feel, Besides I Need to get my message across and let everyone know how my heart is broken. I Even remembered some lyrics to my favourite Rihanna song, Cry. -- Cut me like a knife, referring to today's entry title.
This Time was different,
Felt like i was just a victim,
When you cut me like a knife,
when you walked out of my life,
Now in in this condition,
Now i've got all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart,
But no matter,
But You'll never see me cry

It's pretty sad that i have to beg for forgiveness when someone does something bad to me! It's not fair! It should be Them begging for my forgiveness because they hurt me, not the other way around. It's pretty pathetic anyways. It's like, You rip my heart, you lose a friend type scenario. Dead fucking serious. I never wanna be around him until he asks for my forgiveness (probably never) :13: He's definetly pathetic.. he played with my fragile heart and broke it. Just like the scenario. Why would he wanna do that to me? i never did anything to him! so why should he do this to me? i am 5 million miles past "Angry". and honestly, Im telling everybody on tuesday how i feel, NO EXCUSES!!!!!!

Im still heart stomped and pissed off of what kristen told me yesterday :36: and Alex, yeah he's still pathetic. Im glad im not his friend anymore, cause now i can tell everybody in class on tuesday how much of a liar he is and what he said about me behind my back. Those are his true colors :22: and im the most honest, Unlike him who lies, Kristen is also honest too and told me the cold hard truth. Thanks Kristen!

Now that i know Alex's true colors, I know how pathetic he is. Well, enough of him! I Made a blog for lina (my bff!) so she can blog about whateva she wants :3: im glad she is my best friend forever! im so happy. and i read her first blog entry, it was fucking awesome :37: she is the best friend ever!

Oh Well, now i know what he really is like. He's pathetic and we all fucking know it and his sorry ass friends will know too :35: and im dead serious

My best friend's boyfriend is an idiot. He has the nerve to gross out my bff. Well, Matt, Try again. I talked to lina on msn. Im not releasing the convo cause im not going too anyway. Sometimes all teenage boys can be perverts who want you-know-what from the girlfriends. Pretty nasty Huh? :19: Yup! It is! How can teen boys be that disgusting. Thats why im not dating till im 16 or 21.

This weekend was far from ok. On Friday, my Aunt and Uncle decided to pop by convenietly for a visit. Then Saturday, My mom was in a bad mood and made me and my brother clean the laundry room and do laundry. Sheesh! Tomorrow is december and im so excited!! i will start the countdown posts and all. So im not gonna do a theme layout since i made this one already and this is a oneshot layout and i may never make this kind of layout again!!!!!! So i will make the best of this :13: so i will enjoy it!

Good Moring Blog Buddies. I Went to my History teacher's blog and decided for you to see what everyone wrote :8: This is gonna be such a long post cause like 14 people from my class commented. Are you ready? Lets get started with Emily's.

:42: From Emily: I know that French people only wanted the Roman Catholic religon in New France. I also know that the expectations of women were that they were to become nuns,wives or mothers. The women were also expected to take care of their children and the house. New France also had people called the protestants who were people who did not agree with some or all of the laws of New France, protestants were not allowed to hold positions under the crown also that they were not allowed to teach or settle in french colonies. In my opinion if I was a person back then in New France I would be a protestant because I do not agree with most of the laws in New France,espically the law about having to be a Roman Catholic I think people should be allowed to be in whatever religon they would like to be in but that’s just my opinion.
My Opinion: Hi Emmy! Not to shabby, At least you got off your butt and compiled some real information and made a good paragraph. 10/10!! Go Emily!

So far- Emily is in the lead. Now it's time for Esma. Let's see if she tie Emmy or do better.

:42: From Esma: I know that the king of New France passed out a law that only Roman Catholics could settle in New France. I also know that Jaques Cartier was sent on a voyage of exploration and there were 2 things he had to do and they were to find precious gems and metals to make the French rich and the second mission was that he had to find a shipping route to the Orient to allow French traders to inmport fine products to Europe. I also know that Samuel de Champlain had established millitary alliences with the Huron people. I know about the children that grew up in New France and how it was really difficult for them because they had to help their parents crop and very much more. I also know that the nuns and priests played an important role in the Church.
My Opinion: Ezzie, Fabulous Job! At least you got off your butt too. 10/10!! Yay Esma!

Now- Ezzie and Emmy are officially tied for first place. Let's see if Alex can top this.

:42: From Alex: Before studying New France this year I had a poor understanding of New France. A few things I had learned this year were, one, about a man named Jacques Cartier who was sent out by the King of France to find a shipping route to the orient and to find precious gems and metals. We had also learned about a man named Samuel de Champlain was a navigator who had helped the settlers in New France by helping settlers have New France fell like home. I also learned that life in New France was extremely difficult.
My Opinion: Are you trying to bore me to death? I Can honestly say this while im drinking my coffee right now cause im gonna... *falls asleep* 4/10!! Sloppy Work Alex!

One thing that stuck out in my mind about New France was life in New France. When we were studying life in New France I thought life was extremely difficult. Some children couldn’t go to school because their parents couldn’t have their children spend time at school instead children had to stay home and help with chores.

To Recap: Ezzie and Emmy are tied for first and Alex is currently in second place with 4/10. Sloppy Work Alex! haha.

PT. 2 Comming Tomorrow!!!

Good evening blog buddies. Today was pretty intresting up until class time :18: What a sarcastic surprise. Well not so much.

Where do you want me to start? I'll make the chip down memory lane to first period at school. It all started when got to first period class with our homeroom teacher and things went downhill from there. It went downhill when the teacher asked my current enemy and classmate and former friend to sit beside me :23: are you nuts? I'd rather eat a dead bird than sit beside him. Then Tyon finally comes in :9: Oh thank you Tyon!! I Even told him that i was this close to sitting beside him, then that little caniving nosy little.. decides to butt in and tell me to shut up and then we got into a huge argument. Im asking this: WHO ARE YOU KIDDING? Seriously.

That's probably all i can blog about today cause i don't wanna blog about anymore :20: Byeeeeee!!!!!

in todays small entry. I'll start with the funny stuff :8:

Computer Lab: We were in the computer lab today and were checking out my history teacher's blog. (Isn't creepy for your history teacher to have a blog? but i don't care). Then i see the comments for the New France response thing or whatever and i see 15 comments. and i responded to Gagan and Alex's comments and i put down on Alex's comment that it made me fall asleep while i was drinking a glass of water. Then i leave a reply to Gagan's comment that he makes a good point, but he mispelled a few things. Thats all. I Liked Emily's the best. She at least had the desire to research and make a good paragraph for the teacher. Kudos to you Emily!!!! :6:

Art Class: Our whole class had to draw themself,somebody else or an Animal. I Drew myself in the younger years but then i was pretty ugly. but then i got prettier over the years. Kristen showed me her drawing but it was a random girl we don't know. And i even signed a birthday card for her mom :6: Good idea Kristen! I showed her and Desi my drawing but i don't look like that, i used to look like that when i was little. I had long hair but i was forced to chop it away. Back to art class, I was locked out of the classroom when i came back from the bathroom... that sucked!!

Thats all i can give you guys today! Bye!

Good Morning :5:
Im just listening to La La Land by Demi Lovato :37: and Fly on the Wall by Miley Cyrus :37: and might dowmload a movie or two later on. cause im so bored. All of my friends are at school and im stuck here cause i got up late and didn't have any time to take a shower or make my lunch and get dressed and all of the other stuff. so here i am, stuck here at home-- i have to stop missing school before the repeat of gr. 6 happens again!!! I Don't wanna be gone most of the time!!!

Oh and i forgot to mention, Happy Birthday Ethan!!! He's 13 today. He's getting this sweet video game so he will be fine till 14. haha :41: Happy Birthday!

I might make a few changes to my site, change page content,add pages,edit the layout and stuff. I Decided that Dec 1st im changing my layout till february and then April i will put up a Easter Layout and then Summer comes in and i might do a Miley Cyrus layout for the site.

And i have many due dates comming up, Dec 2nd- Drama Pres, Dec 11th- Project Due and Dec 19th is the last day of school for the holidays and come back sometime early January. I Love christmas the most. I get 3 weeks off and i get christmas gifts. When i get my IPOD and IHome, i will shut up forever along with my desktop computer if a laptop is out of reach. When i have those 3 things, My teen life will be forever complete. :18: :40:

Im gonna download some movies Now, Bye!

You little bitch. This is definetly the wrong time to start shit with me :18:

Where do you want me to start? oh yeah!
You all remember Alex (You remember me blogging about him quite a bit of times), Anyway. I Was sitting at my desk and talking to my friend Tyler and minding my own goddamn business and telling about the airplane dream i had and all of the friggin ordasity-- that little bitch decides to lie about me and say that I MAKE FUN OF HIM. Who the hell you think you are you little shit. I only call you names on random occasions. but that still doesn't mean you can lie.

This all happened when i was talking to my friend Natoya. The convo went something like this:
Me: I had this dream last night, Wanna Hear?
Natoya: Sure
Me- I start blabbing about the airplane dream.

I can't remember the rest so.. and he even had the nerve to say that i start rumors.
Hmp!// For your information jackass, You lied about me. I Only lied about liking you and you have the ordasity to lie! Hell No!

Then afterschool, That little idiot wished i was dead and you wanna know who i heard it from? Gagan!!! Thats Right, Gagan!! I wish you were dead too ya little bastard. (Not you Gagan. Im Talkin bout Alex)

What is the whole point of this post? You Annoy Me! You make me sick. I just wanted to clear things up. I've had enough of your crap-- Maybe if you don't lie about me, I'd take back those things i said about you and be your friend again. So stop with your shit.

Oh! gotta go. I'll blog tomorrow. bye

Oh and Alex, Try to keep my name out of your nasty mouth.

This is the wrong time to start crap with me! :18:
Where do you want me to start? Oh yes!
Im not really used to have good terms with friends but in this case, she is a ex-classmate and current enemy. Her name is Jael (I've never blogged about her before, this is my first post so beware of some stuff). Anyway, I Was standing outdside of my classroom by the corner of a few lockers minding my own friggin' business until that bitch came along. The convo went something like this:
Jael: Whats the matter? Haven't lost any weight?
Me: *Shakes head and ignores her*
Then one of her friends comes up to me and says:
Jael's Friend: She pretty dumb
And im thinkin Who the fuck do you think you are dissin me like that, Say that one more time and i will bust your face flat on the wall (Yeah, i know... i can be violent.)
Im Sorry, but if you imply that im fat one more, just one more time... You will know what happen.

And a lesson to learn outside a classroom: Never Fuck with Me <3

I Don't know who you think you are to call me fat but i can honestly say i don't sell my body and give lap dances to random guys outside on the streets in Alleyways. So i don't know who the hell your callin fat cause i can see some come out of you too.

So keep my name out of your nasty mouth <3

Ever heard of the saying, "When Life gives you lemons, You make lemonade". Im sure everyone has heard it. But the lemons life is giving me-- There rotten. Cause my life is going down a dark path. I have to turn back and fast. You know that life has it's ups and downs, most of my life has been downs. Oh well, i have to handle it. People are dragged into society and then die 100 years later. or live past 100 years, Which ever. :46: What we all know is that we all don't live forever, we have a short amount of time and we have to make the best of what we've got. So don't waste your time on nosense that you cant acheive or accomplish. It's foolish. :8: So waste time on things you can do and stuff you are forced to do. And me, I have to be grateful for each and every day and so should you :15: so make good choices and whatever you do... PLEASE NEVER RUN AWAY FROM YOUR PARENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The reason i am NOT happy today is this, Unfourtunately you will have to be a member to read this post. Sorry.

Today at school, me and my enemy finally got to talk again until, The after school incident came. I Went to go talk to him and he thinks i wanted to tell hom how much i hate him or i never wanna talk to him :23: Im sorry, but who the hell is he kidding, He has no right to do that. I try to apologize to him and tell him the truth and he didn't care. He doesn't know how i feel. For a guy like him, He is sure pretty cold and heartless. He thinks he has SARS but im just giving him space, i just step back a step but he thinks im running away from him. Im sorry but he is pretty stupid for a 12 year old. :25: So why is he treating me like this? What did i ever do to him. Besides, The only reason i liked that narcotic physco is because i was dared to in the first place. I Should've just told him the truth but he would'nt care. He's heartless and ignorant. He better not come crying to me when he changes his mind. Or That is if he has a mind to change. I'm gonna say, "Nope, Sorry. I gave you a chance but you blew it". and Now im afraid he is going to turn one of my friends against me and make me feel miserable, I could'nt even tell him the truth when he was my friend. He's still an idiot and he always will be one!! have a nice life jackass!!!!!

Afternoon from home. Im definetly going back to that wretched hellhole we call school tomorrow :22: Something im NOT excited about as usual! Tomorrow is Pajama at school and i have to bring a stuffed animal. That sucks :49: But i have too.... I Have so much at hand, Today is my Grampy's 65th birthday. He's officially a senior :12: Looks like he is getting his pension again today. Happy Birthday Grampy!!!

On the bad side, i have a lot of catching up to do at school tomorrow so i might be staying in instead of going outside, cause i missed.. 3 days or something, like that. Thats pretty bad but not comparing to last week :25: but that was a little worse than this week. but i think i will be okay.... *shrugs shoulders* for now.

When i reinstall Utorrent, Im gonna download some movies and burn them on usable cds so i can watch them on my DVD player. without getting into any trouble with anyone whatsoever and the movies have already been released so it's pretty legal.

And did you watch the Maury show at 10am, Man those teens are screwed up. Steal their moms money and party? They've got problems or their just unloved... Straighten up!! You girls are whacked.

Once again, I am home and nick will be mighty pissed when he sees me home. He thinks im at school but im not! :5: Stupid people like Nick is pretty easy to trick!!!! he's pretty stupid :8: I Know right? Well i have a stomachache and once again i am home, and added a new plurk on my plurk page. I have 31 fans and 2 friends, One of them is my close friend Roxanne. I Am so freakin pissed off right now for no reason but i do because Alex the dummy makes mean and insulting impressions of Emily. Emily, If you are reading this.. Please ignore that idiot otherwise I will take my foot and shove it up his ass :20: Literally. I Will do that, I always stick up for ya Em.

My mom is the biggest piece of dog crap alive, She lied about getting galbladder surgery, she said went to the hospital that closed down two days prior to her surgery. Lie #1, She promised my brother that he will get a sattelite radio and did he get it? I don't think so! Lie #2. My mom promised me a laptop and do you think i will get it? Maybe, My ass that im not gonna get it. Who the hell knows that my mom is lying about now :36: its pissing me off :23: and im seriously getting annoyed with her lies. Either she tells the truth or she will lose everything :15:

Oh Hi! I Am just listening to Call Me when your Sober (todays entry title) by Evanescence. Thats an awesome song and i love it. I might add it to my mp3 tonight before i go to bed. That is if my mother lets me on the computer after 7pm, This is exactly why i need my own computer so i dont have to share and i can be on as late as i want and even past midnight... That would be pretty cool! I Can't wait for christmas, My mom is gonna work 2 jobs and my stepdad will be out of his job soon. I feel sorry for the guy :18: Well thats too bad anyways, Canac was a Crappy company anyways :1: and i didn't like it-- but i liked the employees anyway. I Will probably blog tomorrow or wednesday. Cause i need time off my site and i have a life off the computer too you know!

"Don't cry to me,
If you loved me,
You would be here with me
You want me
Come find me
Make up your mind"

I Feel alot better that i brought pinkie to school with me today because something real bad happened to my friend. I Feel sorry for her :8: seriously, its not funny. I Dont wanna tell you the whole story about my friend but... i won't, I already feel bad for her enough as it is, Speaking of this bad stuff, Guess who died? Mrs. Bhagtana's Husband, He died on saturday at 6:30am probably taking a jog or walking across the street. I Feel sorry for Mrs. Bhagtana :42: I Hope She feels better and whoever did this, Shame on You!!! And She wont be back at school for awhile because of this incident. Get Well Ms. Bhagtana!

Last Night, i was watching a movie with Devon Aoki in it, 2 Fast 2 Furious, I Fell asleep an hour and 45 mins into the movie cause i was so tired from yesterdays shenannigans at school, Then i fell into this Weird dream where me and 3 of my friends (Gagan,Khaleah and Lina B.) and my enemy (Alex) were on a plane 40,000ft up in the air and Alex kept pushing me off the plane and i was saying "Stop it! its 40,000ft up." and he didnt care and Gagan, he was looking pissed off and started pushing him off and then i fell off the plane, and i asked, "Wheres my parachute?! ALEX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" and then Lina pushed Alex off the plane and he fell without his parachute and splat on the pavement at school. HAHAHA :31: but i was still falling and Kahleah jumped off and grabbed me and pulled out her parachute and landed safely on the pavement while Alex was covered in scratches,bruises and cuts, Me,Lina,Gagan and Khaleah were laughing at Alex, but he was pissed off. and chased us all over the school, including inside-- Fourtunately, Esma drifts in and beats up Alex. Ha Ha! then he was sent to the hospital because his legs were broken and his face was covered in bruises and his whole body was damaged. :15: I Should have more dreams like this more often! Yesterday, I even ran home from school but my throat was all dried up and i was feeling woozy and weak but i kept running anyway. Before that, I Told Gagan that im never gonna settle things with Alex but gagan told me to do that but Alex will refuse anyway because im trying to be the better person but while he makes fun of me everyday. He's still a brainless,clueless moron who i hate more than noah anyway :23: If i dont fix things fast, then Gagan will get annoyed, besides he's mainly on my side because of the cruel things Alex does to me everyday. See, What did i tell you? If you keep treating me like garbage, then you'll lose friends. So Stop It! Its Annyoing and Immature, Just Like YOU! :23: Besides, WHAT IS THE WHOLE POINT OF THIS ANYWAYS!!! YOU THREW AWAY OUR FRIENDSHIP... YOU MADE A GREAT FRIEND BUT THEN YOU LOST IT CAUSE I DROWNED IN YOUR LIES. GIVE IT UP!! ITS NOT WORKING... So Quit being an Immature Baby.

Good Morning, Yesterday was definetly a trainwreck, Alex called me and my friend Khaleah "cybercullies" :23: Who the hell is he kidding? I only wrote 3 nasty entries about him and wrote ignorant messages about him on gaia. Doesn't that count for something? Ok, it does. So what is he whining about? he's whining over nothing anyway. So why does he have to make fun of me?

School pretty much sucked. it sucked so bad that i dont even wanna blog about it. Bye!

Does everything have to be a competition? WRONG, Everything is not a competiton unless your enemy's name is Alex and is in your class this year :19: Im NOT joking. He really is my enemy... I Hate him to the ends of the earth, I even told my teacher what he did, I Feel Like a snitch and a rat for doing that!!! But i did anyway. Lets hope he didn't get into too much crap from the teacher anyway. Do you all still think he is my friend? Well guess what, you are so wrong with a capital W. and the point im making? Well, Im pointing out that he still backstabbed me and betrayed me in the worst way possible anyway. So his point is? :41:

This morning, I wrote the first 25 reasons why i hate whats-his-face but someone wrote an insulting note. Whoever it was should have not wrote my book, Thats Vandalism and Tresspassing in my property. Who the hell do you think you are, The Queen of England, What?! You had the right to go into my private property and vandalize it? :25: Your an Idiot!!! What kind of moron would do somethin like that... Oh wait! I recognized the writing, it was Jennifer's or Shania's writing because Khaleah doesn't write like that. and i almost fell asleep in history class :33: again! So History definetly bores me anyway.

Today in LA class, We got our November Project.. on drugs!!! eww!!! :23: Disgusting right? RIGHT! I Chose cocaine for my project and got alot done in 2..3 hours maybe, Not even. Probably about 30...45mins. Probably that long, I got 2 Definitions down and all of part c. If projects were like this, I'd be more happy to do this more often since i need a good mark otherwise my mom will go nuts and Heave Ho on me anyway. Am I Right? No Seriously, Am I Right?, Okay im right. :1:

Sorry i haven't been on in a while! i stopped blogging on tuesday, Now i can blog again! and well im gonna blog probably 3x a week till i get my laptop or probably once in a while :18: My mom got a new job close to home, She works at a chrysler car dealership at McLaughlin Rd. just by my house, 4-5 mins away from home, Not Even! By christmas, I'll have my own computer-- A Laptop. I used to have a laptop but nick destroyed it and im getting a new one over an Ipod :34: but i :heart: ipods! but a Laptop is alot better!
And since christmas is getting closer each day, Im thinking of putting up a christmas layout on the site by the end of the month or the beginning of December :40: im not sure, Most likely the end of the month! Im gonna change the backgrounds and the colors and the logo for the site since christmas is comming, after that, i will put up a new layout until easter rolls by!

Speaking of Easter, do any of you celebrate easter. I sure do, even though im Roman-Catholic, Sometimes my mom thinks im a Jehovah's Witness. I Even made a quiz based on friendship. Pretty cool huh? Well gotta go, We'll talk later. Bye!

Im gonna cancel my website soon cause i realized blogs are for low-self esteem losers, Im gonna stick with this one on gaia! I Even took my friend Kristen’s advice and quit writing stories. It’s not much fun since i put it off wayyy to long, So im gonna quit since it takes too much time for both– but i worked too hard on my site and can’t cancel it now, then i have to start all over. Nah Screw it! Im gonna cancel it anyway! Im even cleaning out all my stories from my account on my computer, Doing that stuff makes me feel alot worse than before… It’ll make a feel alot better.

Im even trying this trick to erase negative thoughts out of me and quickly replace them with a positive thought– I use a rubber band and my wrist and hit myself with a rubber band. It’s painful but works. You should try it, Works like a charm! I’d recommend it.. If you have an irrational fear to pain- - - Then i’d recommend you wouldn’t do this at all because i might make your fear worse. But it will work, I KNOW IT!!!! haha

I Got stuck staying home today, Again! I missed wednesday and now today, Friday… Oh Well at least i can blog on gaia today cause i spend most of my on here anyways since i abandoned my site.. I Have alot more fun on here anyway! Thanks to you gaia, I feel alot better!

Labels: home life, morning posts

Today was great but but tearful at the same time but i’ll get over it. I’ll start with drama class in the afternoon:

Drama Class: We were doing trust games, I got to catch my friend Esma– even though she was taller than me, i was able to catch her but we fell after cause she’s so tall but she’s an awesome friend along with Emily and all the other girls in my class but Jennifer, i think she is secretly hating me:
JENNIFER, YOU GOT A PROBLEM WITH ME, WELL TOO DAMN BAD!… Back to Drama Class, My friend Gagan and his friend and my current enemy Alex did the trust exercise but they fell after Gagan caught Alex but that was damn funny of what happened. Alex is a damn dolt (NOT REALLY, ITS JUST A JOKE- SO DON’T TAKE IT PERSONALLY!!!!!).

And to be honest, He’s one of the people i cut the face out of our class picture along with Jordain… 7B was supposed to have a geog test but instead we did drama. Pretty fun instead of a writing a test. Speaking of tests, I wrote a math test this morning at school but it was a piece of cake and i love and im good at data management. Then we marked the other classes tests and i ended up getting Nika’s and she only got 5 questions right, My homeroom teacher will mark the bottom half.

Labels: complete alex stupidity, school, the alex files

Afternoon guys!, :37: Im finished doing all my chores and now i can blog. I Was on facebook and guess who i found, Yeah... Alex. i didn't add him cause i hate him right now, I told Erica what happened and boy she pissed. ok not really :32: and Andrew is like this :33: -- He doesn't care. I Told Erica what happened and she's probably gonna help me. it's like Middle School court-- Me and Erica vs. Alex and Andrew. I Hope Me and Erica win this part cause it's pathetic that i have to apologize to Alex when he should apologize to me for lying about me behind my back :30: it's pretty sad that my :34: is broken because of this.

and i bet Erica is bitchin at Alex right now and im thinkin, "Alex you are goin down!" and im also thinkin "Come On Erica!" man, she takes forever to reply to a stinkin message. HURRY UP, THIS AIN'T LAST MINUTE CHRISTMAS SHOPPING! and btw mom, IM NOT DELETING MY WEBSITE, I WORKED WAY TO HARD ON IT.. I CAN CHANGE THE ADDRESS AND RESTORE AND BACKUP MY ENTIRE WEBSITE ANYWAYS!!! Theres a program to restore your site and i have the control to do it! sorry sucker!

I'll blog later. Bye!

I Still feel pissed cause of Friday, Wanna know whats sad? I Have to beg for everyone's forgiveness when they should be begging for mine because they hurt me when i didn't do anything to them. thats pretty pathetic. :46: and i feel crushed, I made a video to show to my classmates on tuesday of how i feel, Besides I Need to get my message across and let everyone know how my heart is broken. I Even remembered some lyrics to my favourite Rihanna song, Cry. -- Cut me like a knife, referring to today's entry title.
This Time was different,
Felt like i was just a victim,
When you cut me like a knife,
when you walked out of my life,
Now in in this condition,
Now i've got all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart,
But no matter,
But You'll never see me cry

It's pretty sad that i have to beg for forgiveness when someone does something bad to me! It's not fair! It should be Them begging for my forgiveness because they hurt me, not the other way around. It's pretty pathetic anyways. It's like, You rip my heart, you lose a friend type scenario. Dead fucking serious. I never wanna be around him until he asks for my forgiveness (probably never) :13: He's definetly pathetic.. he played with my fragile heart and broke it. Just like the scenario. Why would he wanna do that to me? i never did anything to him! so why should he do this to me? i am 5 million miles past "Angry". and honestly, Im telling everybody on tuesday how i feel, NO EXCUSES!!!!!!

Im still heart stomped and pissed off of what kristen told me yesterday :36: and Alex, yeah he's still pathetic. Im glad im not his friend anymore, cause now i can tell everybody in class on tuesday how much of a liar he is and what he said about me behind my back. Those are his true colors :22: and im the most honest, Unlike him who lies, Kristen is also honest too and told me the cold hard truth. Thanks Kristen!

Now that i know Alex's true colors, I know how pathetic he is. Well, enough of him! I Made a blog for lina (my bff!) so she can blog about whateva she wants :3: im glad she is my best friend forever! im so happy. and i read her first blog entry, it was fucking awesome :37: she is the best friend ever!

Oh Well, now i know what he really is like. He's pathetic and we all fucking know it and his sorry ass friends will know too :35: and im dead serious