Goddamnit! My head is killing me. Everytime i move my head around and roll my eyes, My head starts to throb. That is so unfair. What did i ever do to my head? Oh wait! I know what. I had a good day at school, Im not telling. It's none of your beeswax. If you want to find out, you can ask me or my classmates and im NOT telling! All i will say is that i had seen my classmate lose her mind. Thats it.

My brother is watching some british movie called "The Ugly". Weird eh?. Why do they always air scary movies when halloween is over already. It's february and soon march :9: Can't you people see that? I am going to be really busy monday. Have to hand in a project, present a project etc. etc :50: I really hate mondays. My mouth has a giant cankersore in it and i keep biting at it for some reason which i do not know of. My head hurts so much, Why don't you stab me lord?!!!

If you want. MAYBE. Just MAYBE. I will tell the day. It's a MAYBE ok? Got it. Im gonna and edit install a new theme. Bye bye.

That stupid ski trip is today and since only 10 people in our class aren't going, Im staying home to catch up on blogging and last.fm stuff. I have a new theme song: Miss Independent by Kelly Clarkson. Im not so into Misery Business no more. I love Miss Independent the best. It's my permanent now.

Im having writers block. Im gonna go now. Bye.

Labels: drama, morning posts

Im NOT blogging about the day. It's not that important but this chunk is really important though my day was shitty altogether. Here's what happened:

After the bell rang, I went to the teacher and told him what david told me a while back which i should've told you-know-who about it (cause if i did, he'd probably kill me) So us three were in the classroom and we were getting to the confrontation shit or something and i was ready to puke on something or get even with you-know-who and tell the teacher that he lied about me behind my back and said that i started a rumor about David french-kissing his dog and david said im a son of a bitch. I can't believe that lying little shit. Starting his crap about me!! Then he pretends to be nice to me. Nice try, I don't roll like that but i don't care. Im so getting back at him for his little trick. I was gonna apologize but hell no! David is my friend so i'll let his son of a bitch comment slide this time. All this time, I thought that you-know-who was my friend but obviously i was decieved again by him. Can't he stop? Probably it's a habit of his so, He won't.

There, Are you satisfied now? Im done telling you about that, Other than the drama with those two. David and Alex are going on the ski trip tomorrow and i hope they have fun. See? NO INSULT THERE!!! Hahaha! Only 9 others are gonna be from our class tomorrow and our class is gonna be mixed of 7B and 7A. So I HOPE NOAH GOES ON THE SKI TRIP!!!!!! I seriously hope he does. Since all my friends are gone but Esma, Im screwed. I hope i make it out alive tomorrow.

I put up a new theme but it's not done yet. Im still working on it, i have to fix the css and add the logo and erase the header, or modify it. Whichever i like the best. Im going to get my old logo and modify it and add it here. Then edit the bottom & i'll be done. I have to get going and editing my site. Goodbye and goodnight and i will blog afterschool.

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Labels: afternoon posts, drama, school, site, the alex files

This day was hilarious and better than the other days. Afternoon with Mrs. Carr was hilarious, Instead of doing a boring assignment, We played "hangman charades" and it was alot of fun. Me, Natoya, Jordain, Alex and Gagan got to go to the board and make up a guess or whatever the hell it's called. My guess was a little easy and Tyler got it right but Gagan took his place for him but we didn't get to finish and we had to leave.

With geography stuff, I paired with Kristen. We were fighting yesterday and now we made up. Since Desi and Mahrukh were paired up, I decided to work with her, She is a really good friend like her.

I had math and got some worksheet with rates and problems and had a lesson on it in math class and let me tell you. It was boring!! All the teacher did was "gab gab gab" on and on and on about frickin rates! I hate math, No wonder i suck at it, Math's really confusing and im more interested in music. Speaking of music, I handed in my Music Project to Ms. Lorimer and she liked it, I just have to find an audio sample and then i will get my deserving grade.

At the end of the day, Alex, Karim, Tyon and Tyler were reenacting star wars or something and i retorted "Oh look! The nerd convention has come back to town" and Karim used his usual sucky comeback. "You're mean". DUDE!!!!!!!!! GET BETTER COMEBACK!! YOUR COMEBACKS SUCK!!!

Labels: afternoon posts, school, the alex files

Afternoon readers. David: COME BACK TO SCHOOL DAMMIT!! JUST COME BACK CAUSE YOU HAVE ALOT OF CATCHING UP TO DO!! SO COME BACK TOMORROW!! PLEASE!!

Absent: Desi and David

This day absolutely blowed all together. Why!!! Cause of a stupid mistake which will remain nameless cause if i say something i will probably lose it one day. Im confused. I had a no good day.

I had to take some stupid hurricanes quiz. I gotta go now, Im busy! See ya!

WTF Man! I had the worst day of my life. No! I had a good day. First, I was allowed back to school and i waited outside with all of my friends waiting to go inside and it was friggin cold out there, that cold!!!

Math class was a trainwreck, Alex had to stand on his hands cause the idiot was leaning again and i suggested "Why don't you try that for an hour?", Then he implied that im fat?! What fucking position is he in to call me fat?!! Hell No! He is in no damn position to call me fat.

Next, We had music and did more research. Some people were talking and the project is due in two damn weeks! thanks to those damn idiots who didn't do their work. I have to do a slideshow on account of that i am more techo advanced than some other people.

After, we had gym and i got to participate though i had no gym clothes. Got a free period and stuff and i had fun. We used those flat scooters which we sit on and ride and i got to push 6 people and i had alot of fun.

Then we went to History and recorded some information shit on Fur trade for our a KWL chart. I hateee history class. It f*cking sucks, I hate history and i seriously mean it. I moved my head so gagan would complain and i enjoy making Gagan complain a lot. He wanted to rat me out so i listened to him and stopped.

At lunch time, YAY!!! Alex didn't sit with me and my peeps so he doesn't annoy me!!! He sat at Jenny's desk instead. I sat with Mackenzie, Desi, Mahrukh and Khaleah like i am 'till Kristen comes home from Florida. She might come back next monday for sure.

After lunch, The class and i headed for Geography class and i got my pen pal letter and my real friend Esma read it cause i said she could. I was writing up my uh.. Geography test or something. Then we had a climate change quiz and i only got 6 questions right. Boohoo for me. I'll live. Then we watched some hurricanes video and had to take notes or something. I hate note taking, Why does Mrs. Carr put us through that torture?!! What did we ever do to her?!

Advisor was absolutely boring. Bye!

Labels: bitch please, late night posts, school, the alex files

NOT!!! Im being suspended cause my health records aren't updated. My own mother says that they are updated and im not suspended from school, This isn't gonna look good for my permanent record for when i apply to university.
NVM. I got the records updated! I can still go to school and stuff.

I didn't have a good day at school. He and I officially hate each other again. Thats one fight that alot a damage could do for ya'. Ha! He and i fought in first period math. Well not a real fight fight, Just a verbal argument. Thats all. When Mr. Mithrush said, when Alex was leaning on his chair, He said in an italian accent "If you break my chair, Im gonna break your face". Then i said; "I hope he breaks his face" and everyone looked shocked at me and oohed. And i was real damn glad to say that cause he backstabbed me and broke my heart based on my appearance.

Then, we had history and as usual Alex was staring at me cause i was talking about the idiot. Then i told david, "Help me! Alex is staring at me!". Then david said that he likes me. WTF?!! He rejected me, So im rejecting him. David even made up some jokes about him to get me to feel better and i did. David even told me that the two played MASH. And he told me that He was my has-been, 3 kids, a shed and shopping cart. GOD KILL ME!! Alex even flipped out too. He told David not to tell and be told me. David even heard some rumor that Alex-- well, *gulps*.. last year with some girl. And he is in a relationship... SO HE CHEATED!!!!

Everything else was boring too.. bye

Labels: afternoon posts, bitch please, omg, personal, scary shit, school, the alex files, wall of shame, wtf?

Good afternoon guys! I had a good day but the guys are always talking about "Cool like that" or their club and i find it stupid. Im NOT joining their club to validate myself! It's plainly retarded. I hate clubs just to be in validation of myself. Im glad Khaleah got into the club. Im not so great about clubs, Just absoloutely stupid, I don't wanna be in that dumb club that Alex started, It's just makes others feel like their better than everyone else. I hate clubs now cause of that club. Enough of clubs, I wanna tell you about the day now.

We took up our math homework which i finished and handed in on time and got some stuffs right. No science today cause we attended some assembly for Black History Month and some of my classmates went up front and danced and Alex made a total ass of himself. Gagan didn't though. At least he still has his dignity intact.

We didn't have gym today cause of that assembly today. I lied. We only had gym for 12 mins cause of the assembly setup. That was absolutely stupid!! Im glad i didn't participate in gym! I had a problem anyway.


After the assembly was lunch time and as usual, kristen wasn't here and i wish she would come back. I sat with Mackenze, Desi, Mahrukh, and Khaleah. Glad i sat with them. at least i have something to be happy about. Then Alex came, probably just to annoy me maybe. At least im not that bad of a friend like Travis!!!

After recess, Travelled to music class and i sat beside Desi reads-a-lot. But we got assigned a project early cause that some people weren't watching the video. I got assigned the Cello. or in this case the Violincello. I only got 6 notes down cause i was too busy talking to David.

Then, We went to the library and i checked out a few books. I finished reading Arcana and now im reading Legendz and Orphan at my Door again. I don't know why i got that book i just have something for it. So i read it. Alex complained about the noise cause he was trying to read. Like he complained about everything else.

After we got back to class, We copied homework down for tomorrow. I left to my locker and as usual, i was being nice and all, Travis comes to the locker and tells me why Alex is mad at me, he said that i still like him and i don't. Mackenzie does.

Thats all that happened. I gotta go now. Bye!

Labels: afternoon posts, school, the alex files

Well this is wonderful. Im being blamed for something i never did! WTF is that?!! I didn't even take it in the first place so how could they accuse me of something i didn't even do.

"Your innocent until proven guilty." - Unknown

How in the heck that i can be blamed for something if i didn't do anything and now im grounded for no reason? That's just absoloutely retarded. And it isn't fair either.

I have to go now, im going to my Aunt Jackie and Uncle Frank's house, At least there im treated with dignity. Well, Bye and hope to blog later. Bye Bye loves.

Labels: afternoon posts, bitch please, family, wtf?

Hey Guys! Im still on the friggin d-list and i blog like everyday. Im tired of this and i don't wanna move up really badly. You guys already know why i put the sign up on 'Members Only' cause im sick of the unwanted "Charmaine" visitors comming to my site.

Im going out today to my aunts house for dinner tonight which means i can't blog in the afternoon. I have to blog when i get home. My mom is usually camera-happy which means mom is just dying to take photos and put it on facebook. Like i said yesterday, Mom took pics of dinner last night and plans on posting it :27: I can guarantee it!!! But i am sad that i have no school tomorrow The reason people read my blog is cause i write what happens at school.

It's about 9:00am here in Ontario and im also watching M.W.A.K too. I might get to watch One on One later as well, That is if i can find it :44: a ha ha ha. I might get going now.

I shall blog lateron, probably when i get back. Bye Bye!!!

Labels: family, morning posts, site

I just got home from the fish and chips eatery. I had to wait 15 xtra mins for my dinner :10: WTF? I had to wait and everyone else got to eat! I got to eat some of my moms fries and i gave her a shrimp in exchange for the fries and my auntie is pretty slow. No offence right? She was the last one to finish her dinner cause she is a slow chewer. Seriously, she is.

Mom even took pictures and might post it on facebook tomorrow and i can add them to the site. I hope i can. I still have to add a few more pages to the site and it will be finished. Why? Nick keeps hopping on the fxcking computer while im using it. I need to finish the site before march or life as i know it will be over.
My grandparents are staying over tonight,tomorrow and family day {Monday}.. I was pissed cause my uncle douchebag i mean mike keeps changing the plans when they come cause it's all about little mikey. He always does this when they come up from the east.

This shit always happens. I g2g. Good night and i hope to blog tomorrow. Bye bye.

Labels: evening posts, family, site

Absent today: Kristen, Gagan, David,

"Bubblemania, The day where girls dress up more sluttier than usual." - Alex

Khaleah got a gag-o-gram from someone and i thought it came from Alex cause as usual so i wrote a note to Khaleah saying Alex sent it and as usual, Mackenzie wanted to read it so i said "yup". So Khaleah opened her note and read it and was shocked, Then she handed it to Mackenzie and she read it too, Later as usual she opened her big mouth and told him my note. Im never telling her another thing again!

God man! Get over it, We girls are not sluts!! Well, not me for that matter. Anywho... I was able to go to the dance cause my teacher paid for it, I was pretty close to going to study hall. But i got to go and have no fun at all! I can't f*cking dance. Why? cause im dancing impaired. Why god do this to me?!!

Before that, The class and i were in Mrs. Carr's room doing work, well test prep and whatnot until Mrs. Carr showed us the huge choco candy kiss and Alex said something real funny.

"Oh Look! Obesity in a box!" - Alex
"Will someone f*cking stab me.. Shan, you can do the Honors!" - Me

That is so jokes!! But i was too busy hopping around the classroom on one foot. And everyone got annoyed but me of course. And then little miss typical a.k.a Jennifer asked me if she could borrow my sheet, so i was nice enough to get it out but it was the wrong sheet.

After recess, All of us sat on our desks and the teacher paid to let me go to the dance and Alex, handed out his leftover lollipops and he was nice enough to offer me one and i said "I don't want anything from you". And gave mine away to the teacher, Oh well.

Then Alex showed us that if he's handicapped then he can walk with a desk. That was funny and if you want Extreme, try Jordain.

He jumped 1 row of three desks, I was apaulled that he could do that. I couldn't do that. Then Alex tried and lets just say he ending up landing on the desk and i laughed my head off. Well, not really L.M.H.O. Just laughed though. Thats all. Then Ms. Mason called the grade 7's to the gym for the dance and everyone finally went. I had no fun until i got to be with my friends.

Then the teachers got up on stage and danced, Ms. Lorimer, my music teacher danced and i have to admit. She was fantastic-- She's tied with Mr. Simms. There as both as good. But the retarded thing is that they ended the dance early. But the best thing is-- NO ONE DIRTY DANCED!!!! Hehe!! Im so damn proud. At least Alex and i can still get along.

Gotta go. Cya!

Labels: afternoon posts, school, the alex files

Hello blog buddies, I have good news. Alex isn't mad.. He's still my friend. Speaking of him, He has a new obsession, Bitching at Kimeron about his sagging pants, Come on Alex!! Be reasonable, but i agree with ya'... a little. Ha ha ha hhhhhaaaaaaaaa!!!

Today in Mrs. Carr's class, The class wasted 25 long minutes reading a underground railroad adventure book where the class voted to pick the adventure and most of us picked Runaway Slave. Apparently, i picked the wrong outcome for the slave and they died on their way to freedom and i felt like an idiot. So i changed the outcome and survived. And the slaves got to Canada and were Free at Last! and if your slave got to Cincinatti in 1856, You maybe Free. Cause slave catchers can come catch you and take you back to the plantation. {Fancy name for "Farm" } Cause in Canada, Slavery is illegal. Then we used up the last 25 minutes, Desi, Mahrukh and I completed taking notes for our 2nd Climate Change report this year. I hate typing up reports. I even have to present a speech on Harriet Tubman for my Feb. Project since David is doing his project on Martin Luther King Jr.

This morning, I found out if i miss 6 more days of school, Im gonna have to repeat grade 7!!! It's my biggest nightmare. I do not wanna repeat grade 7!! Thats why i stopped being absent! I will go to school every day until the end of the year!! No frickin escuses and if im sick for one more day, I WILL PULL THE PLUG!!! AND I WILL LOSE IT!!! cause you won't like me when i lose it. Truse Me.

We missed gym class cause Ms. Mason called an assembly about the dirty-dancing that has happened in previous dances. I didn't dance but for the school's sake, I went and made an ass of myself as fxcking usual! I've seriously promised myself i will not go to dances anymore cause i always embarassed myself. Im going to study hall tomorrow to do work. And Alex, lets just say he is investigating the bubblers at the dance.. Nice work! Im totally not a bubbler, I don't dance, In fact.. IM DANCING IMPAIRED!! I can only sing and create sites.. Thats it!

And the pathetic thing is that everyone missed their outdoor reccess cause it was raining! Thats fxcking retarded. I wanted to stay in the classroom but it was for a ski meeting. I feel bad for myself now :6: Just kidding. Overall, the day was great and i didn't wanna tell you about the rest cause it is absoloutely boring.

Im gonna go now, I shall blog tomorrow, Hopefully.

Labels: afternoon posts, family, freedom, school, site, the alex files

I still can't get over him... Sometimes he races through my mind like a broken record over and over again every single day. I still don't know why he is mad at me for. I know he won't speak to me because over a little thing that happened and now im afraid i lost him forever!! I still don't know what the h-e-double hockey sticks too do. Today, i'll go to school and tell him straight before things get worse. I don't want this to happen. so i was right, All the emotional pain i took before that haunted me 6 years ago has come back to take over my life.

I wish none of this would've happened and things would be fine but i had to open my big mouth to Mackenzie, the even bigger bigmouth.. everything would be fine and he and i would still be friends, But now he won't speak to me because of this, Im caught in a continuous drama circle with this guy and i've tired of this.. I have to apologize cause i didn't do squat, He's the one who backstabbed me and made me look pathetic but i did embarass him a little and it is not okay and he better not say it cause it isn't. So i do have something to apologize for.

I feel really miserable without him. Though i did stand on my own without him before and i can sure has h-e-double hockey sticks can do it again if he doesn't speak to me. Im already sick of this crap and i want to end it now before things can get as worse as the millions of times i was backstabbed by him and other so callled "friends". Im gonna apologize to him as soon as i get to school.

Love ya all,
Cassidy.

Labels: morning posts, school, the alex files

More like me getting lost and continue ignoring my supposed friend who obviously hates me.. I'll get some closure and get the frig over it, But thats not what im going to blog about. Im blogging about my trip to Jack Smythe field centre Yak yak yak!

First, I got on the bus around 9:10am or sometime around 9:00am and i sat beside Desi Yay!! I secretly snuck my mp3 on the trip and the teachers didn't know diddly-squat! On the bus, Desi was reading and i was listening to my mp3 music (no particular order):
Bad Boy - Cascada
Rehab - Amy Winehouse
Call Me When You're Sober - Evanescense
Kids in America - Cascada
La La Land - Demi Lovato
I got Bad Boy stuck in Desi's head. When we got to the centre, We went inside and got signed to our designated classrooms. I got stuck with the room with the red door with the skunk on it!! Eww! I hate skunks. The leader? Her name was Lisa. She was awesome. After we went over the rules and the obvious whatnots, I finally got into my group with Razan and Anuja and we went lookin' :10: But we got lost several times and then we found our way back to the place, The bank and trading post were at the same table and our group got all of our answers right no thanks to me that i have been useful. We got alot of stuff that we needed to survive but Alex was the first survivor of the stinkin game. Wow! That's something for him to stinking celebrate!! And i noticed today that he got braces. I like them but Kristen thought i was laughing at him. I was laughing at the My Wife and Kids episode i was watching. Why would i laugh at him for? He's still acting like a "horses a-double-snakes".. Looks like i have to apologize for me doing nothing wrong!!!! Thats whack! He's the one who should apologize. NOT ME!!! Overall, i had a fine day at the Jack Smythe field trip centre.

Good night and i shall blog tomorrow, hopefully.

Labels: night posts, school, the alex files, wtf?

Evening guys. I've been too busy to blog all day cause my evil mom is making me do chores. How cruel! And she even flipped out cause i tried finding a pair of pants and she sending me to bed early cause water leaked out of her iron, Bitch Please! Excuse Me if i can't bring your iron in the most fanciest way possible your fxcking highness!! I've also:
Made her bed
Did my laundry
Fold the towels
Do my homework
Fetch her her stuff (That included her ice cream)

Labels: bitch please, evening posts

JOTD (Joke of the Day): "What do you call a walking nun?" A ROMAN Catholic!!!
QOTD (Quote of the Day): "You one more duh away from having a lockjaw" - Michael Richard Kyle

I just finished eating McD's for dinner and im still eating the ice out of my drink too.. ha ha ha... I Even downloaded some more emotes from Sarah at Love♥Shaped.net. Thanks Sarah! Sorry this entry is gonna go short, I have to go now. Bye.

Labels: late night posts

Aww, thats awesome.. woohoo!! too bad. Alex was away today, im guessing he knew i was comming back so he decided to stay home again. What is wrong with that boy? He's ignoring for over a little thing. I wish i can make it up him but he's just gonna stop being my friend. I really don't want that cause it's my biggest fear. I really want to save this friendship cause i wanna know why he's ignoring me? He's been ignoring me for a bit and im getting upset. I'm gonna ask him on monday before i become angry.

In gym class, I had to sit out again cause i forgot my gym clothes again but the guys played basketball and the girls jumped rope as usual. I had to sit on the bench and catch up on work but since i was all caught up, I just sat there and sang quietly but the others heard. I should sing quieter next time.

Anywho, At school today, Things were pretty hectic. Though i was able to get my project in and present it in the library to two other classes. Some of them were in slideshow format. Mine was ugly. but i did a good job though, i didn't have pictures which was really sad.. boo me. I feel beery berry sad. LOL!! Im so kidding. Though it was really but ugly, i presented it anyway.

The worst class todayy was music, Ms. Lorimer snapped at us :6: She was annoyed with our constant complaining about everything. Including Gagan's singing Singing? heck no! It ain't singing, It sounds he dragged in a cat. {No Offence} Also, the class and i watched this video of korean dancing for our world music unit or whatever it's called. We even wrote another note again! I sat beside Tristan that class.

Im not in a good mood to blog about the rest so im gonna go now, I shall blog tomorrow! hehe.. see ya!

Labels: afternoon posts, omg, school, site, the alex files

Wtf? What is wrong with this skankbox manwhore!! I swear she is pissing me off, I am so sick of her lies, So i reported her to plurk and i hope her account gets erased. At least im not a whore who sells my body! First of all skank-ho! You don't know what i look like and second, you were stalking me and third, Your an IDIOT!!! Quit being a bitch and leave me alone and you can stop blogging about me! Your shit is nothing but nonsense and your a whore. I've had enough cause i already reported you to plurk and your account will be erased very soon cause im fed up with your bullshit! You don't know what.the.fuck i look like so you can't judge me. I already know what you look like and you like a skank-ho! Your nothing but a lying,cheating,skanky,whorelike,ugly,retarded little fungus,toxic wasteland. Up your fatass so go to hell you whore!!!

Anywho, Im still editing the website cause i didn't finish it yeterday.

Labels: bitch please, fuckovers, morning posts, omg, personal, site, wall of shame, wtf?

That skankbox Charmaine got my site erased so i have to start over Pfft.. I Still have to finish the site and then i will start blogging. Also you noticed that i put my site on members only cause im sick of random people comming onto my site and leaving ridiculous comments. So now this is a members only site. Im even tired of that skankbox comming to my site and leaving stupid comments so she can leave me alone!!! Im gonna finish this site first before i blog! See ya soon members.

Labels: bitch please, late night posts, omg, site

Goddamnit! My head is killing me. Everytime i move my head around and roll my eyes, My head starts to throb. That is so unfair. What did i ever do to my head? Oh wait! I know what. I had a good day at school, Im not telling. It's none of your beeswax. If you want to find out, you can ask me or my classmates and im NOT telling! All i will say is that i had seen my classmate lose her mind. Thats it.

My brother is watching some british movie called "The Ugly". Weird eh?. Why do they always air scary movies when halloween is over already. It's february and soon march :9: Can't you people see that? I am going to be really busy monday. Have to hand in a project, present a project etc. etc :50: I really hate mondays. My mouth has a giant cankersore in it and i keep biting at it for some reason which i do not know of. My head hurts so much, Why don't you stab me lord?!!!

If you want. MAYBE. Just MAYBE. I will tell the day. It's a MAYBE ok? Got it. Im gonna and edit install a new theme. Bye bye.

That stupid ski trip is today and since only 10 people in our class aren't going, Im staying home to catch up on blogging and last.fm stuff. I have a new theme song: Miss Independent by Kelly Clarkson. Im not so into Misery Business no more. I love Miss Independent the best. It's my permanent now.

Im having writers block. Im gonna go now. Bye.

Labels: drama, morning posts

Im NOT blogging about the day. It's not that important but this chunk is really important though my day was shitty altogether. Here's what happened:

After the bell rang, I went to the teacher and told him what david told me a while back which i should've told you-know-who about it (cause if i did, he'd probably kill me) So us three were in the classroom and we were getting to the confrontation shit or something and i was ready to puke on something or get even with you-know-who and tell the teacher that he lied about me behind my back and said that i started a rumor about David french-kissing his dog and david said im a son of a bitch. I can't believe that lying little shit. Starting his crap about me!! Then he pretends to be nice to me. Nice try, I don't roll like that but i don't care. Im so getting back at him for his little trick. I was gonna apologize but hell no! David is my friend so i'll let his son of a bitch comment slide this time. All this time, I thought that you-know-who was my friend but obviously i was decieved again by him. Can't he stop? Probably it's a habit of his so, He won't.

There, Are you satisfied now? Im done telling you about that, Other than the drama with those two. David and Alex are going on the ski trip tomorrow and i hope they have fun. See? NO INSULT THERE!!! Hahaha! Only 9 others are gonna be from our class tomorrow and our class is gonna be mixed of 7B and 7A. So I HOPE NOAH GOES ON THE SKI TRIP!!!!!! I seriously hope he does. Since all my friends are gone but Esma, Im screwed. I hope i make it out alive tomorrow.

I put up a new theme but it's not done yet. Im still working on it, i have to fix the css and add the logo and erase the header, or modify it. Whichever i like the best. Im going to get my old logo and modify it and add it here. Then edit the bottom & i'll be done. I have to get going and editing my site. Goodbye and goodnight and i will blog afterschool.

Edit at 8:04pm: Follow me on twitter: http://twitter.com/germanbrowneyes

Labels: afternoon posts, drama, school, site, the alex files

This day was hilarious and better than the other days. Afternoon with Mrs. Carr was hilarious, Instead of doing a boring assignment, We played "hangman charades" and it was alot of fun. Me, Natoya, Jordain, Alex and Gagan got to go to the board and make up a guess or whatever the hell it's called. My guess was a little easy and Tyler got it right but Gagan took his place for him but we didn't get to finish and we had to leave.

With geography stuff, I paired with Kristen. We were fighting yesterday and now we made up. Since Desi and Mahrukh were paired up, I decided to work with her, She is a really good friend like her.

I had math and got some worksheet with rates and problems and had a lesson on it in math class and let me tell you. It was boring!! All the teacher did was "gab gab gab" on and on and on about frickin rates! I hate math, No wonder i suck at it, Math's really confusing and im more interested in music. Speaking of music, I handed in my Music Project to Ms. Lorimer and she liked it, I just have to find an audio sample and then i will get my deserving grade.

At the end of the day, Alex, Karim, Tyon and Tyler were reenacting star wars or something and i retorted "Oh look! The nerd convention has come back to town" and Karim used his usual sucky comeback. "You're mean". DUDE!!!!!!!!! GET BETTER COMEBACK!! YOUR COMEBACKS SUCK!!!

Labels: afternoon posts, school, the alex files

Afternoon readers. David: COME BACK TO SCHOOL DAMMIT!! JUST COME BACK CAUSE YOU HAVE ALOT OF CATCHING UP TO DO!! SO COME BACK TOMORROW!! PLEASE!!

Absent: Desi and David

This day absolutely blowed all together. Why!!! Cause of a stupid mistake which will remain nameless cause if i say something i will probably lose it one day. Im confused. I had a no good day.

I had to take some stupid hurricanes quiz. I gotta go now, Im busy! See ya!

WTF Man! I had the worst day of my life. No! I had a good day. First, I was allowed back to school and i waited outside with all of my friends waiting to go inside and it was friggin cold out there, that cold!!!

Math class was a trainwreck, Alex had to stand on his hands cause the idiot was leaning again and i suggested "Why don't you try that for an hour?", Then he implied that im fat?! What fucking position is he in to call me fat?!! Hell No! He is in no damn position to call me fat.

Next, We had music and did more research. Some people were talking and the project is due in two damn weeks! thanks to those damn idiots who didn't do their work. I have to do a slideshow on account of that i am more techo advanced than some other people.

After, we had gym and i got to participate though i had no gym clothes. Got a free period and stuff and i had fun. We used those flat scooters which we sit on and ride and i got to push 6 people and i had alot of fun.

Then we went to History and recorded some information shit on Fur trade for our a KWL chart. I hateee history class. It f*cking sucks, I hate history and i seriously mean it. I moved my head so gagan would complain and i enjoy making Gagan complain a lot. He wanted to rat me out so i listened to him and stopped.

At lunch time, YAY!!! Alex didn't sit with me and my peeps so he doesn't annoy me!!! He sat at Jenny's desk instead. I sat with Mackenzie, Desi, Mahrukh and Khaleah like i am 'till Kristen comes home from Florida. She might come back next monday for sure.

After lunch, The class and i headed for Geography class and i got my pen pal letter and my real friend Esma read it cause i said she could. I was writing up my uh.. Geography test or something. Then we had a climate change quiz and i only got 6 questions right. Boohoo for me. I'll live. Then we watched some hurricanes video and had to take notes or something. I hate note taking, Why does Mrs. Carr put us through that torture?!! What did we ever do to her?!

Advisor was absolutely boring. Bye!

Labels: bitch please, late night posts, school, the alex files

NOT!!! Im being suspended cause my health records aren't updated. My own mother says that they are updated and im not suspended from school, This isn't gonna look good for my permanent record for when i apply to university.
NVM. I got the records updated! I can still go to school and stuff.

I didn't have a good day at school. He and I officially hate each other again. Thats one fight that alot a damage could do for ya'. Ha! He and i fought in first period math. Well not a real fight fight, Just a verbal argument. Thats all. When Mr. Mithrush said, when Alex was leaning on his chair, He said in an italian accent "If you break my chair, Im gonna break your face". Then i said; "I hope he breaks his face" and everyone looked shocked at me and oohed. And i was real damn glad to say that cause he backstabbed me and broke my heart based on my appearance.

Then, we had history and as usual Alex was staring at me cause i was talking about the idiot. Then i told david, "Help me! Alex is staring at me!". Then david said that he likes me. WTF?!! He rejected me, So im rejecting him. David even made up some jokes about him to get me to feel better and i did. David even told me that the two played MASH. And he told me that He was my has-been, 3 kids, a shed and shopping cart. GOD KILL ME!! Alex even flipped out too. He told David not to tell and be told me. David even heard some rumor that Alex-- well, *gulps*.. last year with some girl. And he is in a relationship... SO HE CHEATED!!!!

Everything else was boring too.. bye

Labels: afternoon posts, bitch please, omg, personal, scary shit, school, the alex files, wall of shame, wtf?

Good afternoon guys! I had a good day but the guys are always talking about "Cool like that" or their club and i find it stupid. Im NOT joining their club to validate myself! It's plainly retarded. I hate clubs just to be in validation of myself. Im glad Khaleah got into the club. Im not so great about clubs, Just absoloutely stupid, I don't wanna be in that dumb club that Alex started, It's just makes others feel like their better than everyone else. I hate clubs now cause of that club. Enough of clubs, I wanna tell you about the day now.

We took up our math homework which i finished and handed in on time and got some stuffs right. No science today cause we attended some assembly for Black History Month and some of my classmates went up front and danced and Alex made a total ass of himself. Gagan didn't though. At least he still has his dignity intact.

We didn't have gym today cause of that assembly today. I lied. We only had gym for 12 mins cause of the assembly setup. That was absolutely stupid!! Im glad i didn't participate in gym! I had a problem anyway.


After the assembly was lunch time and as usual, kristen wasn't here and i wish she would come back. I sat with Mackenze, Desi, Mahrukh, and Khaleah. Glad i sat with them. at least i have something to be happy about. Then Alex came, probably just to annoy me maybe. At least im not that bad of a friend like Travis!!!

After recess, Travelled to music class and i sat beside Desi reads-a-lot. But we got assigned a project early cause that some people weren't watching the video. I got assigned the Cello. or in this case the Violincello. I only got 6 notes down cause i was too busy talking to David.

Then, We went to the library and i checked out a few books. I finished reading Arcana and now im reading Legendz and Orphan at my Door again. I don't know why i got that book i just have something for it. So i read it. Alex complained about the noise cause he was trying to read. Like he complained about everything else.

After we got back to class, We copied homework down for tomorrow. I left to my locker and as usual, i was being nice and all, Travis comes to the locker and tells me why Alex is mad at me, he said that i still like him and i don't. Mackenzie does.

Thats all that happened. I gotta go now. Bye!

Labels: afternoon posts, school, the alex files

Well this is wonderful. Im being blamed for something i never did! WTF is that?!! I didn't even take it in the first place so how could they accuse me of something i didn't even do.

"Your innocent until proven guilty." - Unknown

How in the heck that i can be blamed for something if i didn't do anything and now im grounded for no reason? That's just absoloutely retarded. And it isn't fair either.

I have to go now, im going to my Aunt Jackie and Uncle Frank's house, At least there im treated with dignity. Well, Bye and hope to blog later. Bye Bye loves.

Labels: afternoon posts, bitch please, family, wtf?

Hey Guys! Im still on the friggin d-list and i blog like everyday. Im tired of this and i don't wanna move up really badly. You guys already know why i put the sign up on 'Members Only' cause im sick of the unwanted "Charmaine" visitors comming to my site.

Im going out today to my aunts house for dinner tonight which means i can't blog in the afternoon. I have to blog when i get home. My mom is usually camera-happy which means mom is just dying to take photos and put it on facebook. Like i said yesterday, Mom took pics of dinner last night and plans on posting it :27: I can guarantee it!!! But i am sad that i have no school tomorrow The reason people read my blog is cause i write what happens at school.

It's about 9:00am here in Ontario and im also watching M.W.A.K too. I might get to watch One on One later as well, That is if i can find it :44: a ha ha ha. I might get going now.

I shall blog lateron, probably when i get back. Bye Bye!!!

Labels: family, morning posts, site

I just got home from the fish and chips eatery. I had to wait 15 xtra mins for my dinner :10: WTF? I had to wait and everyone else got to eat! I got to eat some of my moms fries and i gave her a shrimp in exchange for the fries and my auntie is pretty slow. No offence right? She was the last one to finish her dinner cause she is a slow chewer. Seriously, she is.

Mom even took pictures and might post it on facebook tomorrow and i can add them to the site. I hope i can. I still have to add a few more pages to the site and it will be finished. Why? Nick keeps hopping on the fxcking computer while im using it. I need to finish the site before march or life as i know it will be over.
My grandparents are staying over tonight,tomorrow and family day {Monday}.. I was pissed cause my uncle douchebag i mean mike keeps changing the plans when they come cause it's all about little mikey. He always does this when they come up from the east.

This shit always happens. I g2g. Good night and i hope to blog tomorrow. Bye bye.

Labels: evening posts, family, site

Absent today: Kristen, Gagan, David,

"Bubblemania, The day where girls dress up more sluttier than usual." - Alex

Khaleah got a gag-o-gram from someone and i thought it came from Alex cause as usual so i wrote a note to Khaleah saying Alex sent it and as usual, Mackenzie wanted to read it so i said "yup". So Khaleah opened her note and read it and was shocked, Then she handed it to Mackenzie and she read it too, Later as usual she opened her big mouth and told him my note. Im never telling her another thing again!

God man! Get over it, We girls are not sluts!! Well, not me for that matter. Anywho... I was able to go to the dance cause my teacher paid for it, I was pretty close to going to study hall. But i got to go and have no fun at all! I can't f*cking dance. Why? cause im dancing impaired. Why god do this to me?!!

Before that, The class and i were in Mrs. Carr's room doing work, well test prep and whatnot until Mrs. Carr showed us the huge choco candy kiss and Alex said something real funny.

"Oh Look! Obesity in a box!" - Alex
"Will someone f*cking stab me.. Shan, you can do the Honors!" - Me

That is so jokes!! But i was too busy hopping around the classroom on one foot. And everyone got annoyed but me of course. And then little miss typical a.k.a Jennifer asked me if she could borrow my sheet, so i was nice enough to get it out but it was the wrong sheet.

After recess, All of us sat on our desks and the teacher paid to let me go to the dance and Alex, handed out his leftover lollipops and he was nice enough to offer me one and i said "I don't want anything from you". And gave mine away to the teacher, Oh well.

Then Alex showed us that if he's handicapped then he can walk with a desk. That was funny and if you want Extreme, try Jordain.

He jumped 1 row of three desks, I was apaulled that he could do that. I couldn't do that. Then Alex tried and lets just say he ending up landing on the desk and i laughed my head off. Well, not really L.M.H.O. Just laughed though. Thats all. Then Ms. Mason called the grade 7's to the gym for the dance and everyone finally went. I had no fun until i got to be with my friends.

Then the teachers got up on stage and danced, Ms. Lorimer, my music teacher danced and i have to admit. She was fantastic-- She's tied with Mr. Simms. There as both as good. But the retarded thing is that they ended the dance early. But the best thing is-- NO ONE DIRTY DANCED!!!! Hehe!! Im so damn proud. At least Alex and i can still get along.

Gotta go. Cya!

Labels: afternoon posts, school, the alex files

Hello blog buddies, I have good news. Alex isn't mad.. He's still my friend. Speaking of him, He has a new obsession, Bitching at Kimeron about his sagging pants, Come on Alex!! Be reasonable, but i agree with ya'... a little. Ha ha ha hhhhhaaaaaaaaa!!!

Today in Mrs. Carr's class, The class wasted 25 long minutes reading a underground railroad adventure book where the class voted to pick the adventure and most of us picked Runaway Slave. Apparently, i picked the wrong outcome for the slave and they died on their way to freedom and i felt like an idiot. So i changed the outcome and survived. And the slaves got to Canada and were Free at Last! and if your slave got to Cincinatti in 1856, You maybe Free. Cause slave catchers can come catch you and take you back to the plantation. {Fancy name for "Farm" } Cause in Canada, Slavery is illegal. Then we used up the last 25 minutes, Desi, Mahrukh and I completed taking notes for our 2nd Climate Change report this year. I hate typing up reports. I even have to present a speech on Harriet Tubman for my Feb. Project since David is doing his project on Martin Luther King Jr.

This morning, I found out if i miss 6 more days of school, Im gonna have to repeat grade 7!!! It's my biggest nightmare. I do not wanna repeat grade 7!! Thats why i stopped being absent! I will go to school every day until the end of the year!! No frickin escuses and if im sick for one more day, I WILL PULL THE PLUG!!! AND I WILL LOSE IT!!! cause you won't like me when i lose it. Truse Me.

We missed gym class cause Ms. Mason called an assembly about the dirty-dancing that has happened in previous dances. I didn't dance but for the school's sake, I went and made an ass of myself as fxcking usual! I've seriously promised myself i will not go to dances anymore cause i always embarassed myself. Im going to study hall tomorrow to do work. And Alex, lets just say he is investigating the bubblers at the dance.. Nice work! Im totally not a bubbler, I don't dance, In fact.. IM DANCING IMPAIRED!! I can only sing and create sites.. Thats it!

And the pathetic thing is that everyone missed their outdoor reccess cause it was raining! Thats fxcking retarded. I wanted to stay in the classroom but it was for a ski meeting. I feel bad for myself now :6: Just kidding. Overall, the day was great and i didn't wanna tell you about the rest cause it is absoloutely boring.

Im gonna go now, I shall blog tomorrow, Hopefully.

Labels: afternoon posts, family, freedom, school, site, the alex files

I still can't get over him... Sometimes he races through my mind like a broken record over and over again every single day. I still don't know why he is mad at me for. I know he won't speak to me because over a little thing that happened and now im afraid i lost him forever!! I still don't know what the h-e-double hockey sticks too do. Today, i'll go to school and tell him straight before things get worse. I don't want this to happen. so i was right, All the emotional pain i took before that haunted me 6 years ago has come back to take over my life.

I wish none of this would've happened and things would be fine but i had to open my big mouth to Mackenzie, the even bigger bigmouth.. everything would be fine and he and i would still be friends, But now he won't speak to me because of this, Im caught in a continuous drama circle with this guy and i've tired of this.. I have to apologize cause i didn't do squat, He's the one who backstabbed me and made me look pathetic but i did embarass him a little and it is not okay and he better not say it cause it isn't. So i do have something to apologize for.

I feel really miserable without him. Though i did stand on my own without him before and i can sure has h-e-double hockey sticks can do it again if he doesn't speak to me. Im already sick of this crap and i want to end it now before things can get as worse as the millions of times i was backstabbed by him and other so callled "friends". Im gonna apologize to him as soon as i get to school.

Love ya all,
Cassidy.

Labels: morning posts, school, the alex files

More like me getting lost and continue ignoring my supposed friend who obviously hates me.. I'll get some closure and get the frig over it, But thats not what im going to blog about. Im blogging about my trip to Jack Smythe field centre Yak yak yak!

First, I got on the bus around 9:10am or sometime around 9:00am and i sat beside Desi Yay!! I secretly snuck my mp3 on the trip and the teachers didn't know diddly-squat! On the bus, Desi was reading and i was listening to my mp3 music (no particular order):
Bad Boy - Cascada
Rehab - Amy Winehouse
Call Me When You're Sober - Evanescense
Kids in America - Cascada
La La Land - Demi Lovato
I got Bad Boy stuck in Desi's head. When we got to the centre, We went inside and got signed to our designated classrooms. I got stuck with the room with the red door with the skunk on it!! Eww! I hate skunks. The leader? Her name was Lisa. She was awesome. After we went over the rules and the obvious whatnots, I finally got into my group with Razan and Anuja and we went lookin' :10: But we got lost several times and then we found our way back to the place, The bank and trading post were at the same table and our group got all of our answers right no thanks to me that i have been useful. We got alot of stuff that we needed to survive but Alex was the first survivor of the stinkin game. Wow! That's something for him to stinking celebrate!! And i noticed today that he got braces. I like them but Kristen thought i was laughing at him. I was laughing at the My Wife and Kids episode i was watching. Why would i laugh at him for? He's still acting like a "horses a-double-snakes".. Looks like i have to apologize for me doing nothing wrong!!!! Thats whack! He's the one who should apologize. NOT ME!!! Overall, i had a fine day at the Jack Smythe field trip centre.

Good night and i shall blog tomorrow, hopefully.

Labels: night posts, school, the alex files, wtf?

Evening guys. I've been too busy to blog all day cause my evil mom is making me do chores. How cruel! And she even flipped out cause i tried finding a pair of pants and she sending me to bed early cause water leaked out of her iron, Bitch Please! Excuse Me if i can't bring your iron in the most fanciest way possible your fxcking highness!! I've also:
Made her bed
Did my laundry
Fold the towels
Do my homework
Fetch her her stuff (That included her ice cream)

Labels: bitch please, evening posts

JOTD (Joke of the Day): "What do you call a walking nun?" A ROMAN Catholic!!!
QOTD (Quote of the Day): "You one more duh away from having a lockjaw" - Michael Richard Kyle

I just finished eating McD's for dinner and im still eating the ice out of my drink too.. ha ha ha... I Even downloaded some more emotes from Sarah at Love♥Shaped.net. Thanks Sarah! Sorry this entry is gonna go short, I have to go now. Bye.

Labels: late night posts

Aww, thats awesome.. woohoo!! too bad. Alex was away today, im guessing he knew i was comming back so he decided to stay home again. What is wrong with that boy? He's ignoring for over a little thing. I wish i can make it up him but he's just gonna stop being my friend. I really don't want that cause it's my biggest fear. I really want to save this friendship cause i wanna know why he's ignoring me? He's been ignoring me for a bit and im getting upset. I'm gonna ask him on monday before i become angry.

In gym class, I had to sit out again cause i forgot my gym clothes again but the guys played basketball and the girls jumped rope as usual. I had to sit on the bench and catch up on work but since i was all caught up, I just sat there and sang quietly but the others heard. I should sing quieter next time.

Anywho, At school today, Things were pretty hectic. Though i was able to get my project in and present it in the library to two other classes. Some of them were in slideshow format. Mine was ugly. but i did a good job though, i didn't have pictures which was really sad.. boo me. I feel beery berry sad. LOL!! Im so kidding. Though it was really but ugly, i presented it anyway.

The worst class todayy was music, Ms. Lorimer snapped at us :6: She was annoyed with our constant complaining about everything. Including Gagan's singing Singing? heck no! It ain't singing, It sounds he dragged in a cat. {No Offence} Also, the class and i watched this video of korean dancing for our world music unit or whatever it's called. We even wrote another note again! I sat beside Tristan that class.

Im not in a good mood to blog about the rest so im gonna go now, I shall blog tomorrow! hehe.. see ya!

Labels: afternoon posts, omg, school, site, the alex files

Wtf? What is wrong with this skankbox manwhore!! I swear she is pissing me off, I am so sick of her lies, So i reported her to plurk and i hope her account gets erased. At least im not a whore who sells my body! First of all skank-ho! You don't know what i look like and second, you were stalking me and third, Your an IDIOT!!! Quit being a bitch and leave me alone and you can stop blogging about me! Your shit is nothing but nonsense and your a whore. I've had enough cause i already reported you to plurk and your account will be erased very soon cause im fed up with your bullshit! You don't know what.the.fuck i look like so you can't judge me. I already know what you look like and you like a skank-ho! Your nothing but a lying,cheating,skanky,whorelike,ugly,retarded little fungus,toxic wasteland. Up your fatass so go to hell you whore!!!

Anywho, Im still editing the website cause i didn't finish it yeterday.

Labels: bitch please, fuckovers, morning posts, omg, personal, site, wall of shame, wtf?

That skankbox Charmaine got my site erased so i have to start over Pfft.. I Still have to finish the site and then i will start blogging. Also you noticed that i put my site on members only cause im sick of random people comming onto my site and leaving ridiculous comments. So now this is a members only site. Im even tired of that skankbox comming to my site and leaving stupid comments so she can leave me alone!!! Im gonna finish this site first before i blog! See ya soon members.

Labels: bitch please, late night posts, omg, site