At that meanie that i call "mom"

Labels: evening posts, random

hmph! :12:
yay! :35:
la la la la la la la la :34:
wah! :44:
hehe :6:
haha :15:
*mumbles loudly* :60:
ha! :19:
operator! operator! :14:
ooh! shiny! me want! :24: :25:
yo! peace! :11:
just hanging :3:
time to cook :4:
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A - ASTOUNDING >> Natoya
B - BATISTA OBSSESSOR >> Gagan
BOOKWORM >> Emily
F - FUNNY >> Kimeron, Alex and David
I - INTELLIGENT >> Me
L - LOYAL >> Me
M - MUSICAL >> Me
N - NEUROTIC >> David
O - OUTSTANDING >> Alex
Q - QUIET >> Desi
R - RETARDED >> David
S - SPUNKY >> Khaleah
SARCASTIC >> Alex
T - TYPICAL >> Jennifer
THE CLASS 'A' IDIOT >> David
U - UNDERKNOWLEDGED >> David
V - VICIOUS >> [SPOT AVAILABLE]
W - WIITY >> Alex
WEIRD >> Alex

Labels: afternoon posts, random

*yawns* I got up at about 7am or so. I asked my mom if i could go to school and come home after lunch and my mom said just to stay home. Fair enough :4: Im just listening to Highway to Hell. Also, the school dance was today but i didn't wanna go anyways. Im also gonna do homework on the weekend so everything will be done.

As you can see, i finally put up a new layout for the site. I was sick of the other one. This one features Anna Walton and Devon Aoki :9: The backgrounds i got from divergente. The sidebarbg is a little too dark so i try and get a lighter one. Im still surprised that my new theme is not finished yet which means i'll spend some time fixing it up to my liking.

Also, a new episode of my favourite african-american sitcom, The Game. is on at 8:30 tonight. Finally! The CW was so close to cancelling it but everyone saved it! Im a permanent viewer of that show now. I can't get enough of it. Why? Tasha Mack, that's why. She is funny as hell!!! I love EVERY episode with her in it. :28: Im glad the show is still on air!! =>

I Went to go check my Neskaya forum and poll and i got some great advice and 1 vote to stand up to that stupid bitch for everything that she is putting me through. Monday at lunch, get ready for the REAL "Highway to Hell!" :27: I think it's time to tell her she cannot take my friends away and i will NOT allow f#!%ing it!! So, i'll prepare and brace myself for rock bottom. *pats back* If any 7B classmate is reading this, Im warning you.. Do not repeat this to her :3: Ok? Good. Remember to watch "The Game" at 8:30pm on 'The CW'. got it? I want the show to stay on air!

Labels: afternoon posts, home life, school

Im officially angry :27: Kristen and Mackenzie dared to make me do the beep test cause i had to sit out cuz' i don't have my gym clothes, my feet were killing me all day.. Now she's threatening to turn my friends against me! :18: Why? Because of my athleticism? :1: WTF?!!! Because of my athleticism, im gonna lose my friends ]=< Now im really pissed..

Anyways, today was the same. I don't wanna blog about it. If my classmates are reading this.. too bad!! Now i really have to get my ex-friends forgiveness big time!!

My bff is so pissed at brian cuz' he called her a slut. Like that's just stupid!! Lina is not a slut. Lina is pretty popular so she gets lots of hugs from guys!! Brian, quit being so stupid!!

Labels: afternoon posts, bitch please, school

Whaddya think? I drew this myself last night. I was bored and kicked off the computer so i drew this while listening to my mp3 music. This morning, this pic took me three tries to get it right and finally! i was able to get it right, sorry that some of the pic is cut off. This picture features:
Khaleah :36:
Alex :42:
Mackenzie :35:
Kristen :36:
Gagan :10:
Desi :44:
Tyler :9:
Jordain :3:
Mahrukh :29:
That's all i have now but i will finish the rest soon. I'll probably draw Dwayne, Shania, Natoya and Shan later on today, if it's possible. Anyways, Im just listening to last.fm music, I told my mom i was gonna work on my project but i will later on. I really want to go on the movie trip so badly. I haven't been to the theatres since November 2007. That's like more than 2 years!! :21: That's just sad. I know, it is sad.

Im pretty responsible now and i finished my math homework yesterday instead of putting it off. Now i have the easter weekend to myself!! yay! Im happy now :29: but im a little sleepy :38: :39: cause i got up at like 7am!! My cell alarm woke me up and it's a holiday!! WTF?!! I hate my cell alarm! Though it does get me up on time but i hate when i have to wake up early on a holiday.

Also, school has been a major pain in my ass except for this bit. I got a 'B' on the latest algebra test! woohoo! :30: Natoya was happy as well, i told her when we got our results back, "God is celebrating, It's a miracle". At least that's what i think i said?, huh? :13: Now im confused. Oh well!

Im gonna shut up now and leave. good day!

Ok heres the deal, I deleted my wp blog and moved to a new addie. I have this one till then so.. I'll be posting here till my new blog is up. Anyways, I have so much to tell you about:

Friday (Yesterday):
I had a great day at school! I felt so much better for standing up to the class.

I can't remember what happened in french class.

Math class we did some negative and positive integers and we did some equations but to make it more interesting, We all did it up front one by one and when it was my turn.. Teach tried to confuse me but i got it on the dot. Everyone was like "Woah!".

Also the e-fair was yesterday too... Nafiza and I walked around together.. the worst part was I borrowed 3.00 from the teacher!! That was real stupid of me but hey! I got some cotton candy!!

At lunch, I went to my locker to get my lunch and put my stuff away and some inconsiderate idiot kicked my head to the floor I started to cry a bit but i felt better after Alex comforted me. But i told him "How could you fell sorry for me after you backstabbed me?" Then i said "I give up, you win". I sat with my friends eating lunch and hiding my sadness away cause i didn't want to create an argument.

After lunch (since we didn't earn free friday) Our group worked on our media project but some members of the group left and went back to the e-fair and I was the only one who didn't go. Most of the class ran outside in a stampede and Mrs. Carr was pissed off. David was just at the door. Desi mad dashed like frickin' hell and so did everyone else.

At advisor period, Karim, Tyler and I were at our group and i showed the guys my drawings, They liked em. It made me "feel special" as Gagan puts it. The guys were drawing comics, I watched and they draw real good.

That's all im gonna put now.

Saturday (Today):
Today is the day of the party, Im staying at Zia's house and i have to get the dress fitting tomorrow and im not so big. I hope the party is good and the dress fits me at least. My official blog is under way since my domain is getting set up. I either have to wait till tomorrow or Monday for it to start working.

Labels: afternoon posts, school, the alex files

Morning. I had an awful day till i stood up to this class and told them how i felt about being in probably the 2 worst class ever :21: I felt really sad but i dared myself to stand up, I've had it with being treated like a busted leg and the worst part is that people trespass into my property :8: Which mainly pisses me off or people making fun of my weight!! *coughs* Alex.

I worked outside for the period cause i couldn't work in the racket and when i started to cry, Natoya came to my side and was there for me :42: Thanks!! I felt appreciated by her and feel appreciated by all the girls who understand me. The guys (exclude Kimeron and Dwayne) are completely superficial. My feelings have no value to anyone.

Our group renamed us to "Chocoholics" cause i didn't like the name and courtesy of Tyler, we got a new name.

We lost our extra french periods cause some guys were goofing around and our french teacher said that after the project we could take a break but we might've lost it.

Thank you !!! i can finally write again!!! im so happy! I Just am thinking about me having a really good time at the movies tomorrow. I'm going to watch Race to Witch Mountain tomorrow and Im sitting with my friends :42: at the theater and watching the movie with them :44: So cool!

Enough about that crap: Anyways, When we got to school today, mr. mithrush gave us a new seating plan in groupings, I got to sit with Jennifer, Tyler and Tyon. Guess what we named our group? "Rubber Duckies!!" :18: What was worse? My friends in their group "Anger Management" get to beat up on my friend David whenever they want. I just played along with the whole joke :21: until it got way out of hand. At lunch time, I sat with my friend Kristen and my other friends then David got into a fight with Dwayne and let's just say, Things got ugly. David got shoved and kicked into a trash can and his head was kicked against a wall and was injured. I stood up for him and i was really upset :8: Like, im really mad but i kept my cool cause of Dwayne, Alex is the one im mad at!!!! :17: Literally, Alex could've stoped the fight but instead, HE CONTRIBUTED TO IT!!! I was ready to break the fight up but i just watched the fight cause i didn't want to interfere or get hurt myself. I blame myself but my friends told me don't blame myself for it. It isn't my fault. I just gonna take the blame but the crappy thing is that david told me that Alex and Dwayne lied about it. They got off scot-free so Alex must've gotten tipped off that i ratted him out to the teacher. Im sorry but i speak the truth, not lies. Im not gonna cover up for someone's crime, I tell the truth.

Labels: complete alex stupidity, night posts, scary shit, school, the alex files

God!! I finally told the freaking truth today, Actually, i cried then told the truth cause i was fucking fed up of being treated unfairly by the class. Im not gonna talk about that till later Ok? good. Where oh where shall i start?

The movie trip was today and i had a great time. The movie was awesome!! But the negative side is that i had to wait more than a damn hour to get my fucking popcorn!! :17: I was able to get to the front after like ten minutes or something. I only had ten bucks so i got a regular popcorn and a small drink :19: How much of a loser am i? Very loserish move i might add.

When we got back to school, We ate our lunch a period late and went outside... Which brings me back to before. Everyone but me was playing tug-o-war or something and i was sitting behind a tree crying cause i was really lonely and ready to yell at someone. Kristen and my friends came to cheer me up but it barely worked so everyone came to me but i left cause Alex showed up and i didn't want to talk to him considering the fact that i hate him right now. I left to go alone. David was acting like an idiot and then i chased him around and.. yeah.

Then back inside, i ran into Jael again and she asked if i wrote a song about her and i said no. It's true. Her friends lied to her. Ha! sucks to be you

Also, I might have to settle this and patch things up with Whats-his-face tomorrow. G'day and hope to blog tomorrow.

P.S. Im gonna change the layout but im keeping the exact theme. See ya!

Labels: afternoon posts, bitch please, class trips, school

Good Morning Morons!
Apparently, Mom went to a doctor's appointment today!! whopee… yay— you’ve got to be serious?! My mom? wow! i mean wow! :o How can she get away with lying when she got laid off just little over 3½ weeks ago, i mean seriously… it’s 8:05am and im bitching about this, i mean seriously!!!! WTF man :P HA HA HA… I Can’t wait for my mom to actually start working so i can have time by myself in this damn house! oh well, bye bye now losers.

Labels: morning posts, school

:19: *said sarcastically* and yes, The title says it all. Crummy day and im fed up with my class's bullshit and i think it's time to stand up to them. Why? Don't ask. I don't think i'll be blogging about it but the good stuff. On the plus side, David wasn't at school which made me happy. But tomorrow, i have to make a huge step and stand up to the class cause im sick of the bullshit as i previously stated. I'll blog about today's highlights. The good highlights. not the bad ones. Im sick of hearing complaints from visitors

In a better attempt, English class could'nt have gone better. This time in groups. I got to work with mackenzie again (Remember Me, Mackenzie and Alex working together...) and Kristen :36: I was pretty happy to work with the two and the work was atleast divided evenly. After i got the work done, I played around with Desi's hair. Alex looked for a minute and i smiled casually like nothing was wrong.

Starting with the computer lab, You'll probably laugh at this. Our french teacher booked 2 periods in the computer lab for our final french project or whatevs. I picked Victoria, BC. My two other friends picked places in Ontario, knowing Jordain and Dwayne, those two got themselves kicked out of the computer lab due to "horsing around" LOL!!! And when things are about to get better, Alex had to come along. His computer froze on him and Khaleah and I were confused. He actually spoke to his computer. He said "I believe in you, Unfreeze". I was gonna offer to trade with him but knowing him as usual, he'd refuse. I finished my research in the time limit.

Labels: afternoon posts, complete alex stupidity, personal, school, the alex files, wtf?

*Sighs* What is wrong with me? I already had a bad week. I don't wanna talk about today at school except for the fact that my supposed friend will actually talk to me. We ALL know who im talking about. Right? Oh, yeah, right? Glad we all know.

Today at school, All the girls in our school including myself all attended some girls conference for the afternoon where these two rappers Eternia and Masia One actually came and performed for us! So cool! eep!.. I went to Masia One's official site today and i must say, it is really cool.

I drew 9 of my classmates in my notebook and i probably will scan it into my computer and post it tomorrow

Labels: afternoon posts, personal, school, the alex files

Fuck! Why does all the bad stuff happen to me!! My bff didn't show up cause her car broke down and i've basically gotten to the point where im about to fucking lose it on my classmates. Don't ask ok? :43: Literally, Im ready to go behind the teachers back and stand up for myself. Basically, Im ready to scream at someone soon you know what i mean? Exactly.

Anywho, Shania, Natoya, Kimeron and Dwayne were throwing around someone's pencil case and as usual, He-who-knows just had to break up the fight. I was about ready to get up and punch him out :28: He's annoying me. Then he decided to do something else and his sorry ass got detention, AHAHA!! Some cold hard justice on his sorry ass now! Woo!

Obviously, my class doesn't get the meaning of 'rumors'. Speaking of that, I was sitting with a bunch of my friends at my group table and Shania is being accused of "bubbling" at the dances so i stick up for her. See? i got her back, Especially all the girl's backs. Some of my guy classmates are idiots.

In library, I checked out this diary.. It's a Dear Canada book i borrowed from the library. I told Khaleah about it and Tyler jumped in and said "That's rude to read other people's diaries" Earth to Tyler?! This is published!! Then he mocks my English accent! Oh excuse me!!

Labels: afternoon posts, cold hard justice, complete alex stupidity, school, the alex files

*sighs* Another assignment due today. I have another one due in 6 days, My organizer for my project. My english teacher is marking her stuff and then the homeroom teach is marking the science stuff. I like science and english but when it comes to projects, i hate projects. It makes me sick.. Like those two douchebags i've always mentioned and my friend Phyllis always wondered why i blog about him.

Im really glad Lina is comming to Cheyne today, She'll be comming the whole lunch break.

Labels: morning posts, wtf?

You little bitch. This is definitely the wrong time to start shit with me :18:

Where do you want me to start? oh yeah!
You all remember Alex (You remember me blogging about him quite a bit of times), Anyways. I Was at my locker getting my things for lunch and here's what happened:
Me: (to Travis): Douchebag
Travis: (to Alex): Asks for an insult
Alex: (to Travis) Gives insult

I can't remember the rest so.. and he even had the nerve to say that i am fat!!
Hmp!// For your information jackass,I never did nothing to you and you're picking on me for no reason and im just supposed to take it! Hell no shithead!

Then after school, Those two assholes kept provoking me and Travis kept kicking me and threatening me, saying that they are going to beat me up.. Like, wtf?!

What is the whole point of this post? You Annoy Me! You make me sick. I just wanted to clear things up. I've had enough of your crap-- Maybe if you don't call me fat or you and your dumb friend threaten me, I'd take back those things i said about you and be your friend again. So stop with your shit.

Oh! gotta go. I'll blog tomorrow. bye

Oh and Alex, Try to keep my name out of your nasty mouth.

I was talking to my bff on msn and she is actually comming to Cheyne tomorrow. Sweet!! I am so happy! Woohoo! She's going to meet my classmates tomorrow and when she sees Alex, she'll probably be rude to him. Hahaha!! :44: I am so happy she is comming tomorrow.

Labels: afternoon posts, bitch please, complete alex stupidity, school, the alex files, wtf?

Well this is wonderful. More snow for me! I hate snow and April is the shittiest month in the entire year!! It rains, hail's snow or goes back to being nice weather!! I really don't want to go to school in the weather like that. I hate going to school in snow!! Like, come on people!! Give us a break. I had to endure cold and snow together for 2-3 months!! Give us a a break april! Come on! What are we doing to you! You fxcking suck april!

Anyhoo, I got most of the site done which is a good feat of accomplishment. Glad to have wasted my weekend getting it done. Thank god! Glad it's done.

Now, i await today's bullshit that could happen at school today cause everyday there happens to be bullshit that waits for me. Oh well! I promise to blog afterschool

I'll shut up now. Bye!

Labels: morning posts, rants and raves, school, site

This is fucking crazy. My bff lina is being ostchricized by this dickhead named Billy Macnutt :8: From what im hearing, he's pissing me off now! Im talking to her about the situation on msn and she's mad as hell. She has the convo on her blog. I swear, this guy is pissing us both off! He called my bff and all her friends including me bitches. Hell no! Nobody calls me or any of my girls bitches!!! Like, that just pisses me off.. Were getting revenge on his sorry ass whether he likes it or not :16:

Im trying to play on YoVille and apparently, it takes forever for it to load cause of my comp speed. I earned at least 200 coins. I barely play that anymore cause im so busy with other shit, I actually left out some details from school from friday's post. I'll tell you now.

Remember the gym class stuff, I forgot to put down that David was trying to kick a soccerball to my head and kicked it more numerous which annoyed Alex so he grabbed a tennis racquet and chased David around with it. LOL! I Laughed. It was hilarious.

I'll shut up now. G'day!

Labels: afternoon posts, bitch please, omg, rants and raves, school, the alex files, wall of shame, wtf?

Ever heard of the Alicia Keys song? :11: I did just today and im hooked on it. I have to put it on my mp3 tonight before i go to bed. I oughtta start listening to more Alicia Keys :42: She's awesome! Sorry for the super short post. I have to go now.

G'nite and see you in the morn

Labels: night posts, uncategorized

G'morning readers. Like i stated in yesterday's post. Im going to stand up to my class on monday alone this time cause im sick of my class now and how im being treated by them. Im tired of them leaving me out and backstabbing me. *coughs* Alex! Im really annoyed and tired of being nice all day round. I think it's time i finally reveal the truth.

Anyhoo, My mom is going out today and i need to finish this site. Also, last night i was watching America's Next Top Model, It was drama! drama! drama! Apparently, Tahlia and i are in the same shoes, Apparently, Sandra got kicked off the same day. That's gotta suck. I hope Tahlia wins. Im rooting for her, If she gets eliminated, Im also rooting for Aminat. They deserve it very much. Good luck to you guys and the others!

Im listening to last.fm right now and that was probably the only thing i could access since my blog was being ignorant to me yesterday! Now i can access it again. YAY! I came up with this random thing but i forgot it now cause the songs are drowning in to my head and i forgot em.

Labels: morning posts, site, uncategorized

Oh hell no! Tell me this a nightmare! This morning i was at my locker and he was talking to gagan and then is how it went down:

ME: You know you have to make up for your geography test today.
ALEX: That's Ok
ME: Is it just me or are you talking to me again cause every morning we usually have a fight
GAGAN: It's looks like you woke up. Your hair's a mess.
ME: I know, My mom killed my blow dryer and i had to towel dry my hair.

There. I got into class and said hi to everyone and some responded back. Hey! At least at school i can actually fit in (unlike the past). I sat down at my desk and i noticed that Desi wasn't at school. I also reminded Kristen to get the bear out of the locker and she said she'll get her out at lunch. AND SHE DIDN'T!!! I shrugged it off but leaving my bear in there is a serious deduction, $2. $2? $2!! That's not serious.

Next, we had music class and copied another note down on Scott Joplin. Jordain, Kimeron and Dwayne were on Ms. Lorimer's nerves cause they were misbehaving so she sent the trio outside with our homeroom teach and the this part is hilarious. ALEX TAUGHT THE MUSIC CLASS!!! :17: LOL! That was so funny! I told Mahrukh that this is going on my blog and she said it's still obvious that i like you and the truth is..... I ONLY LIKE HIM AS A FRIEND!!!! NOTHING MORE!!! Alex made some comedial constructive criticism on Esma. He said "And as for you Esma, You were horrible!". Everyone including me laughed. I could've said "Esma, Get some drumming lessons". Ms Lorimer came back into the room and was pretty impressed with us cause we were practicing on our own. More like Alex teaching the class to us. I was ready to fake a stomachache and i leave the classroom but predicting Alex, he'll probably have Javontae detain me anyways.

Gym was clearly ruined my day. I wanted to skip with my friends but being me, I'd simply ask but knowing me, Im too chicken when it comes to me being alone around Alex :37: How embarrassing right? I just sat, watched, sang quietly and then cried for a bit :20: Nobody even had the decency to ask me what was wrong!! WTF?!

In history class, another chart was copied down. David and I were bitching at eachother and Tyler told us to shut up and so i did. David was talking about me and then i bitched at him again. At least i ain't getting picked on by the teacher. Heck! He's just earned the title of "Canada's embarassment to mankind". I mean, come on! He's an idiot. It got so bad the he got sent to the office, 1 minute after that happened, I showed my work to the teacher and was free to go and get my lunch.

I quickly ate half of my sandwich cause i shared with Kristen since Desi wasn't here. I ate and then went to bathroon for a sec and Razan was there and repeadetly ask me what was wrong. Im like nothing. Then i left and went back in and pretended like nothing was wrong. Since we had no outside reccess, I got stuck in the gym with my friends.

In LA class, We had free friday and i got to watch my friends Karim and Tristan play naruto or something. I asked Karim which character he was and his reply was a shrug. I apologized to Tyler for annoying him in History. Tyler and I watched Tristan "owning" everybody in Naruto. I wanted to play but the boys wouldn't let me. I asked Esma if i could hang with them and they said "they had enough people" :34: LOL! If they were my real friends. They wouldn't leave me out. So i sat on the desks and read quietly and sobbed quietly as i can without anyone noticing. I felt so left out and need to think about standing up to the class.

Nothing really good happened in Advisor. Im gonna go now and shut up and i will hopefully blog tomorrow. G'nite lovelies!

P.S. Im going to finish this site tomorrow.

Labels: afternoon posts, complete alex stupidity, school, site, the alex files

Well this doesn't surprise me. My buddy Kristen was away and my current least favourite classmate Alex was away today too.. Just wonderful, Im glad that Alex wasn't at school today which made me happy cause he didn't did Kimeron and his pants and Tyler and Karim lied and said that Alex was hiding in the cupboards and im thinking like a fool.

Labels: afternoon posts, rants and raves, school

I am so mad at that lying, backstabbing snake! He totally threatened to cut off my favorite bear and that was the last connection of my dad! What a jerk! Alex, Gagan and David were throwing my bear around the classroom getting it dirty-- It happened in history class. So i hired Kristen and Desi to take care of the bear. We renamed her to Sarah Moon Pinkie. I love that name. it's so cute! Kristen, Khaleah, Desi and I are one happy "god family", were not really related.

I had no fun at all today. I never got to prank anybody but i got fooled a few times but i didn't get fooled by that lying, backstabbing snake who i thought was my friend. I'm glad i didn't get fooled so often. Im all miserable again cause i don't feel appreciated and ignored by EVERYBODY!!! Can't you people give me a fucking break! This is what i get for being nice to you all!

At lunch, i sat with my girls and for Kristen and Desi's "Law Firm" i signed a contract them stating they are NOT responsible for damage to Sarah. I am! Im the bear's mother.

In the computer lab, I let Khaleah have a shift and watch Sarah and i must say, she's a excellent god-aunt. Mackenzie made fun of the bear! Like wtf?! Mackenzie! Leave sarah alone!! She's an innocent bear. She didn't do anything to you!!

In art class, I got my assignment back and got an A-. Awesome! Kimeron came out of nowhere to Natoya and Shania and said:

KIMERON: Haha! In your faces bitches!

Everyone was like OMG! and stuff.. Weird. I showed my good mark to my friends and they were happy. Kristen and Desi got good marks and i was happy. Glad to have my real friends around to stick up for me.

Oh and in french class today, Our french teach Madame Alexander was away so we got this sub teach who David pissed off the whole time. He even put a spider on her shoulder and here's the convo:

DAVID: Miss! Miss! Miss! There's a spider on your shoulder
SUB TEACH: I don't care, it's good for me
DAVID: (laughs)

LOL!! That is so funny! I cannot believe David did that! I was this close to ratting him out. God! Is she (Sub teach) that retarded?! Come on! Give me a fucking break. I just finished talking to Zee and Lina and now im gonna go edit my blog.

Night and hope to blog tomorrow.. or soon that is :) anyways, Night!

[EDIT]
I forgot one more thing.. In two weeks, im going back to the theaters to watch 'Race to Witch Mountain' at the theater by our school. Last time i went was to watch 'City of Ember' this movie were going to watch is for an assignment. If i get it done, i can come and watch for fun with my class and my friends. Im so excited. I have to pay for the trip on Monday cause i don't have cash this week
[/EDIT]

Labels: bitch please, complete alex stupidity, evening posts, school, site, the alex files, wall of shame, wtf?

At that meanie that i call "mom"

Labels: evening posts, random

hmph! :12:
yay! :35:
la la la la la la la la :34:
wah! :44:
hehe :6:
haha :15:
*mumbles loudly* :60:
ha! :19:
operator! operator! :14:
ooh! shiny! me want! :24: :25:
yo! peace! :11:
just hanging :3:
time to cook :4:
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A - ASTOUNDING >> Natoya
B - BATISTA OBSSESSOR >> Gagan
BOOKWORM >> Emily
F - FUNNY >> Kimeron, Alex and David
I - INTELLIGENT >> Me
L - LOYAL >> Me
M - MUSICAL >> Me
N - NEUROTIC >> David
O - OUTSTANDING >> Alex
Q - QUIET >> Desi
R - RETARDED >> David
S - SPUNKY >> Khaleah
SARCASTIC >> Alex
T - TYPICAL >> Jennifer
THE CLASS 'A' IDIOT >> David
U - UNDERKNOWLEDGED >> David
V - VICIOUS >> [SPOT AVAILABLE]
W - WIITY >> Alex
WEIRD >> Alex

Labels: afternoon posts, random

*yawns* I got up at about 7am or so. I asked my mom if i could go to school and come home after lunch and my mom said just to stay home. Fair enough :4: Im just listening to Highway to Hell. Also, the school dance was today but i didn't wanna go anyways. Im also gonna do homework on the weekend so everything will be done.

As you can see, i finally put up a new layout for the site. I was sick of the other one. This one features Anna Walton and Devon Aoki :9: The backgrounds i got from divergente. The sidebarbg is a little too dark so i try and get a lighter one. Im still surprised that my new theme is not finished yet which means i'll spend some time fixing it up to my liking.

Also, a new episode of my favourite african-american sitcom, The Game. is on at 8:30 tonight. Finally! The CW was so close to cancelling it but everyone saved it! Im a permanent viewer of that show now. I can't get enough of it. Why? Tasha Mack, that's why. She is funny as hell!!! I love EVERY episode with her in it. :28: Im glad the show is still on air!! =>

I Went to go check my Neskaya forum and poll and i got some great advice and 1 vote to stand up to that stupid bitch for everything that she is putting me through. Monday at lunch, get ready for the REAL "Highway to Hell!" :27: I think it's time to tell her she cannot take my friends away and i will NOT allow f#!%ing it!! So, i'll prepare and brace myself for rock bottom. *pats back* If any 7B classmate is reading this, Im warning you.. Do not repeat this to her :3: Ok? Good. Remember to watch "The Game" at 8:30pm on 'The CW'. got it? I want the show to stay on air!

Labels: afternoon posts, home life, school

Im officially angry :27: Kristen and Mackenzie dared to make me do the beep test cause i had to sit out cuz' i don't have my gym clothes, my feet were killing me all day.. Now she's threatening to turn my friends against me! :18: Why? Because of my athleticism? :1: WTF?!!! Because of my athleticism, im gonna lose my friends ]=< Now im really pissed..

Anyways, today was the same. I don't wanna blog about it. If my classmates are reading this.. too bad!! Now i really have to get my ex-friends forgiveness big time!!

My bff is so pissed at brian cuz' he called her a slut. Like that's just stupid!! Lina is not a slut. Lina is pretty popular so she gets lots of hugs from guys!! Brian, quit being so stupid!!

Labels: afternoon posts, bitch please, school

Whaddya think? I drew this myself last night. I was bored and kicked off the computer so i drew this while listening to my mp3 music. This morning, this pic took me three tries to get it right and finally! i was able to get it right, sorry that some of the pic is cut off. This picture features:
Khaleah :36:
Alex :42:
Mackenzie :35:
Kristen :36:
Gagan :10:
Desi :44:
Tyler :9:
Jordain :3:
Mahrukh :29:
That's all i have now but i will finish the rest soon. I'll probably draw Dwayne, Shania, Natoya and Shan later on today, if it's possible. Anyways, Im just listening to last.fm music, I told my mom i was gonna work on my project but i will later on. I really want to go on the movie trip so badly. I haven't been to the theatres since November 2007. That's like more than 2 years!! :21: That's just sad. I know, it is sad.

Im pretty responsible now and i finished my math homework yesterday instead of putting it off. Now i have the easter weekend to myself!! yay! Im happy now :29: but im a little sleepy :38: :39: cause i got up at like 7am!! My cell alarm woke me up and it's a holiday!! WTF?!! I hate my cell alarm! Though it does get me up on time but i hate when i have to wake up early on a holiday.

Also, school has been a major pain in my ass except for this bit. I got a 'B' on the latest algebra test! woohoo! :30: Natoya was happy as well, i told her when we got our results back, "God is celebrating, It's a miracle". At least that's what i think i said?, huh? :13: Now im confused. Oh well!

Im gonna shut up now and leave. good day!

Ok heres the deal, I deleted my wp blog and moved to a new addie. I have this one till then so.. I'll be posting here till my new blog is up. Anyways, I have so much to tell you about:

Friday (Yesterday):
I had a great day at school! I felt so much better for standing up to the class.

I can't remember what happened in french class.

Math class we did some negative and positive integers and we did some equations but to make it more interesting, We all did it up front one by one and when it was my turn.. Teach tried to confuse me but i got it on the dot. Everyone was like "Woah!".

Also the e-fair was yesterday too... Nafiza and I walked around together.. the worst part was I borrowed 3.00 from the teacher!! That was real stupid of me but hey! I got some cotton candy!!

At lunch, I went to my locker to get my lunch and put my stuff away and some inconsiderate idiot kicked my head to the floor I started to cry a bit but i felt better after Alex comforted me. But i told him "How could you fell sorry for me after you backstabbed me?" Then i said "I give up, you win". I sat with my friends eating lunch and hiding my sadness away cause i didn't want to create an argument.

After lunch (since we didn't earn free friday) Our group worked on our media project but some members of the group left and went back to the e-fair and I was the only one who didn't go. Most of the class ran outside in a stampede and Mrs. Carr was pissed off. David was just at the door. Desi mad dashed like frickin' hell and so did everyone else.

At advisor period, Karim, Tyler and I were at our group and i showed the guys my drawings, They liked em. It made me "feel special" as Gagan puts it. The guys were drawing comics, I watched and they draw real good.

That's all im gonna put now.

Saturday (Today):
Today is the day of the party, Im staying at Zia's house and i have to get the dress fitting tomorrow and im not so big. I hope the party is good and the dress fits me at least. My official blog is under way since my domain is getting set up. I either have to wait till tomorrow or Monday for it to start working.

Labels: afternoon posts, school, the alex files

Morning. I had an awful day till i stood up to this class and told them how i felt about being in probably the 2 worst class ever :21: I felt really sad but i dared myself to stand up, I've had it with being treated like a busted leg and the worst part is that people trespass into my property :8: Which mainly pisses me off or people making fun of my weight!! *coughs* Alex.

I worked outside for the period cause i couldn't work in the racket and when i started to cry, Natoya came to my side and was there for me :42: Thanks!! I felt appreciated by her and feel appreciated by all the girls who understand me. The guys (exclude Kimeron and Dwayne) are completely superficial. My feelings have no value to anyone.

Our group renamed us to "Chocoholics" cause i didn't like the name and courtesy of Tyler, we got a new name.

We lost our extra french periods cause some guys were goofing around and our french teacher said that after the project we could take a break but we might've lost it.

Thank you !!! i can finally write again!!! im so happy! I Just am thinking about me having a really good time at the movies tomorrow. I'm going to watch Race to Witch Mountain tomorrow and Im sitting with my friends :42: at the theater and watching the movie with them :44: So cool!

Enough about that crap: Anyways, When we got to school today, mr. mithrush gave us a new seating plan in groupings, I got to sit with Jennifer, Tyler and Tyon. Guess what we named our group? "Rubber Duckies!!" :18: What was worse? My friends in their group "Anger Management" get to beat up on my friend David whenever they want. I just played along with the whole joke :21: until it got way out of hand. At lunch time, I sat with my friend Kristen and my other friends then David got into a fight with Dwayne and let's just say, Things got ugly. David got shoved and kicked into a trash can and his head was kicked against a wall and was injured. I stood up for him and i was really upset :8: Like, im really mad but i kept my cool cause of Dwayne, Alex is the one im mad at!!!! :17: Literally, Alex could've stoped the fight but instead, HE CONTRIBUTED TO IT!!! I was ready to break the fight up but i just watched the fight cause i didn't want to interfere or get hurt myself. I blame myself but my friends told me don't blame myself for it. It isn't my fault. I just gonna take the blame but the crappy thing is that david told me that Alex and Dwayne lied about it. They got off scot-free so Alex must've gotten tipped off that i ratted him out to the teacher. Im sorry but i speak the truth, not lies. Im not gonna cover up for someone's crime, I tell the truth.

Labels: complete alex stupidity, night posts, scary shit, school, the alex files

God!! I finally told the freaking truth today, Actually, i cried then told the truth cause i was fucking fed up of being treated unfairly by the class. Im not gonna talk about that till later Ok? good. Where oh where shall i start?

The movie trip was today and i had a great time. The movie was awesome!! But the negative side is that i had to wait more than a damn hour to get my fucking popcorn!! :17: I was able to get to the front after like ten minutes or something. I only had ten bucks so i got a regular popcorn and a small drink :19: How much of a loser am i? Very loserish move i might add.

When we got back to school, We ate our lunch a period late and went outside... Which brings me back to before. Everyone but me was playing tug-o-war or something and i was sitting behind a tree crying cause i was really lonely and ready to yell at someone. Kristen and my friends came to cheer me up but it barely worked so everyone came to me but i left cause Alex showed up and i didn't want to talk to him considering the fact that i hate him right now. I left to go alone. David was acting like an idiot and then i chased him around and.. yeah.

Then back inside, i ran into Jael again and she asked if i wrote a song about her and i said no. It's true. Her friends lied to her. Ha! sucks to be you

Also, I might have to settle this and patch things up with Whats-his-face tomorrow. G'day and hope to blog tomorrow.

P.S. Im gonna change the layout but im keeping the exact theme. See ya!

Labels: afternoon posts, bitch please, class trips, school

Good Morning Morons!
Apparently, Mom went to a doctor's appointment today!! whopee… yay— you’ve got to be serious?! My mom? wow! i mean wow! :o How can she get away with lying when she got laid off just little over 3½ weeks ago, i mean seriously… it’s 8:05am and im bitching about this, i mean seriously!!!! WTF man :P HA HA HA… I Can’t wait for my mom to actually start working so i can have time by myself in this damn house! oh well, bye bye now losers.

Labels: morning posts, school

:19: *said sarcastically* and yes, The title says it all. Crummy day and im fed up with my class's bullshit and i think it's time to stand up to them. Why? Don't ask. I don't think i'll be blogging about it but the good stuff. On the plus side, David wasn't at school which made me happy. But tomorrow, i have to make a huge step and stand up to the class cause im sick of the bullshit as i previously stated. I'll blog about today's highlights. The good highlights. not the bad ones. Im sick of hearing complaints from visitors

In a better attempt, English class could'nt have gone better. This time in groups. I got to work with mackenzie again (Remember Me, Mackenzie and Alex working together...) and Kristen :36: I was pretty happy to work with the two and the work was atleast divided evenly. After i got the work done, I played around with Desi's hair. Alex looked for a minute and i smiled casually like nothing was wrong.

Starting with the computer lab, You'll probably laugh at this. Our french teacher booked 2 periods in the computer lab for our final french project or whatevs. I picked Victoria, BC. My two other friends picked places in Ontario, knowing Jordain and Dwayne, those two got themselves kicked out of the computer lab due to "horsing around" LOL!!! And when things are about to get better, Alex had to come along. His computer froze on him and Khaleah and I were confused. He actually spoke to his computer. He said "I believe in you, Unfreeze". I was gonna offer to trade with him but knowing him as usual, he'd refuse. I finished my research in the time limit.

Labels: afternoon posts, complete alex stupidity, personal, school, the alex files, wtf?

*Sighs* What is wrong with me? I already had a bad week. I don't wanna talk about today at school except for the fact that my supposed friend will actually talk to me. We ALL know who im talking about. Right? Oh, yeah, right? Glad we all know.

Today at school, All the girls in our school including myself all attended some girls conference for the afternoon where these two rappers Eternia and Masia One actually came and performed for us! So cool! eep!.. I went to Masia One's official site today and i must say, it is really cool.

I drew 9 of my classmates in my notebook and i probably will scan it into my computer and post it tomorrow

Labels: afternoon posts, personal, school, the alex files

Fuck! Why does all the bad stuff happen to me!! My bff didn't show up cause her car broke down and i've basically gotten to the point where im about to fucking lose it on my classmates. Don't ask ok? :43: Literally, Im ready to go behind the teachers back and stand up for myself. Basically, Im ready to scream at someone soon you know what i mean? Exactly.

Anywho, Shania, Natoya, Kimeron and Dwayne were throwing around someone's pencil case and as usual, He-who-knows just had to break up the fight. I was about ready to get up and punch him out :28: He's annoying me. Then he decided to do something else and his sorry ass got detention, AHAHA!! Some cold hard justice on his sorry ass now! Woo!

Obviously, my class doesn't get the meaning of 'rumors'. Speaking of that, I was sitting with a bunch of my friends at my group table and Shania is being accused of "bubbling" at the dances so i stick up for her. See? i got her back, Especially all the girl's backs. Some of my guy classmates are idiots.

In library, I checked out this diary.. It's a Dear Canada book i borrowed from the library. I told Khaleah about it and Tyler jumped in and said "That's rude to read other people's diaries" Earth to Tyler?! This is published!! Then he mocks my English accent! Oh excuse me!!

Labels: afternoon posts, cold hard justice, complete alex stupidity, school, the alex files

*sighs* Another assignment due today. I have another one due in 6 days, My organizer for my project. My english teacher is marking her stuff and then the homeroom teach is marking the science stuff. I like science and english but when it comes to projects, i hate projects. It makes me sick.. Like those two douchebags i've always mentioned and my friend Phyllis always wondered why i blog about him.

Im really glad Lina is comming to Cheyne today, She'll be comming the whole lunch break.

Labels: morning posts, wtf?

You little bitch. This is definitely the wrong time to start shit with me :18:

Where do you want me to start? oh yeah!
You all remember Alex (You remember me blogging about him quite a bit of times), Anyways. I Was at my locker getting my things for lunch and here's what happened:
Me: (to Travis): Douchebag
Travis: (to Alex): Asks for an insult
Alex: (to Travis) Gives insult

I can't remember the rest so.. and he even had the nerve to say that i am fat!!
Hmp!// For your information jackass,I never did nothing to you and you're picking on me for no reason and im just supposed to take it! Hell no shithead!

Then after school, Those two assholes kept provoking me and Travis kept kicking me and threatening me, saying that they are going to beat me up.. Like, wtf?!

What is the whole point of this post? You Annoy Me! You make me sick. I just wanted to clear things up. I've had enough of your crap-- Maybe if you don't call me fat or you and your dumb friend threaten me, I'd take back those things i said about you and be your friend again. So stop with your shit.

Oh! gotta go. I'll blog tomorrow. bye

Oh and Alex, Try to keep my name out of your nasty mouth.

I was talking to my bff on msn and she is actually comming to Cheyne tomorrow. Sweet!! I am so happy! Woohoo! She's going to meet my classmates tomorrow and when she sees Alex, she'll probably be rude to him. Hahaha!! :44: I am so happy she is comming tomorrow.

Labels: afternoon posts, bitch please, complete alex stupidity, school, the alex files, wtf?

Well this is wonderful. More snow for me! I hate snow and April is the shittiest month in the entire year!! It rains, hail's snow or goes back to being nice weather!! I really don't want to go to school in the weather like that. I hate going to school in snow!! Like, come on people!! Give us a break. I had to endure cold and snow together for 2-3 months!! Give us a a break april! Come on! What are we doing to you! You fxcking suck april!

Anyhoo, I got most of the site done which is a good feat of accomplishment. Glad to have wasted my weekend getting it done. Thank god! Glad it's done.

Now, i await today's bullshit that could happen at school today cause everyday there happens to be bullshit that waits for me. Oh well! I promise to blog afterschool

I'll shut up now. Bye!

Labels: morning posts, rants and raves, school, site

This is fucking crazy. My bff lina is being ostchricized by this dickhead named Billy Macnutt :8: From what im hearing, he's pissing me off now! Im talking to her about the situation on msn and she's mad as hell. She has the convo on her blog. I swear, this guy is pissing us both off! He called my bff and all her friends including me bitches. Hell no! Nobody calls me or any of my girls bitches!!! Like, that just pisses me off.. Were getting revenge on his sorry ass whether he likes it or not :16:

Im trying to play on YoVille and apparently, it takes forever for it to load cause of my comp speed. I earned at least 200 coins. I barely play that anymore cause im so busy with other shit, I actually left out some details from school from friday's post. I'll tell you now.

Remember the gym class stuff, I forgot to put down that David was trying to kick a soccerball to my head and kicked it more numerous which annoyed Alex so he grabbed a tennis racquet and chased David around with it. LOL! I Laughed. It was hilarious.

I'll shut up now. G'day!

Labels: afternoon posts, bitch please, omg, rants and raves, school, the alex files, wall of shame, wtf?

Ever heard of the Alicia Keys song? :11: I did just today and im hooked on it. I have to put it on my mp3 tonight before i go to bed. I oughtta start listening to more Alicia Keys :42: She's awesome! Sorry for the super short post. I have to go now.

G'nite and see you in the morn

Labels: night posts, uncategorized

G'morning readers. Like i stated in yesterday's post. Im going to stand up to my class on monday alone this time cause im sick of my class now and how im being treated by them. Im tired of them leaving me out and backstabbing me. *coughs* Alex! Im really annoyed and tired of being nice all day round. I think it's time i finally reveal the truth.

Anyhoo, My mom is going out today and i need to finish this site. Also, last night i was watching America's Next Top Model, It was drama! drama! drama! Apparently, Tahlia and i are in the same shoes, Apparently, Sandra got kicked off the same day. That's gotta suck. I hope Tahlia wins. Im rooting for her, If she gets eliminated, Im also rooting for Aminat. They deserve it very much. Good luck to you guys and the others!

Im listening to last.fm right now and that was probably the only thing i could access since my blog was being ignorant to me yesterday! Now i can access it again. YAY! I came up with this random thing but i forgot it now cause the songs are drowning in to my head and i forgot em.

Labels: morning posts, site, uncategorized

Oh hell no! Tell me this a nightmare! This morning i was at my locker and he was talking to gagan and then is how it went down:

ME: You know you have to make up for your geography test today.
ALEX: That's Ok
ME: Is it just me or are you talking to me again cause every morning we usually have a fight
GAGAN: It's looks like you woke up. Your hair's a mess.
ME: I know, My mom killed my blow dryer and i had to towel dry my hair.

There. I got into class and said hi to everyone and some responded back. Hey! At least at school i can actually fit in (unlike the past). I sat down at my desk and i noticed that Desi wasn't at school. I also reminded Kristen to get the bear out of the locker and she said she'll get her out at lunch. AND SHE DIDN'T!!! I shrugged it off but leaving my bear in there is a serious deduction, $2. $2? $2!! That's not serious.

Next, we had music class and copied another note down on Scott Joplin. Jordain, Kimeron and Dwayne were on Ms. Lorimer's nerves cause they were misbehaving so she sent the trio outside with our homeroom teach and the this part is hilarious. ALEX TAUGHT THE MUSIC CLASS!!! :17: LOL! That was so funny! I told Mahrukh that this is going on my blog and she said it's still obvious that i like you and the truth is..... I ONLY LIKE HIM AS A FRIEND!!!! NOTHING MORE!!! Alex made some comedial constructive criticism on Esma. He said "And as for you Esma, You were horrible!". Everyone including me laughed. I could've said "Esma, Get some drumming lessons". Ms Lorimer came back into the room and was pretty impressed with us cause we were practicing on our own. More like Alex teaching the class to us. I was ready to fake a stomachache and i leave the classroom but predicting Alex, he'll probably have Javontae detain me anyways.

Gym was clearly ruined my day. I wanted to skip with my friends but being me, I'd simply ask but knowing me, Im too chicken when it comes to me being alone around Alex :37: How embarrassing right? I just sat, watched, sang quietly and then cried for a bit :20: Nobody even had the decency to ask me what was wrong!! WTF?!

In history class, another chart was copied down. David and I were bitching at eachother and Tyler told us to shut up and so i did. David was talking about me and then i bitched at him again. At least i ain't getting picked on by the teacher. Heck! He's just earned the title of "Canada's embarassment to mankind". I mean, come on! He's an idiot. It got so bad the he got sent to the office, 1 minute after that happened, I showed my work to the teacher and was free to go and get my lunch.

I quickly ate half of my sandwich cause i shared with Kristen since Desi wasn't here. I ate and then went to bathroon for a sec and Razan was there and repeadetly ask me what was wrong. Im like nothing. Then i left and went back in and pretended like nothing was wrong. Since we had no outside reccess, I got stuck in the gym with my friends.

In LA class, We had free friday and i got to watch my friends Karim and Tristan play naruto or something. I asked Karim which character he was and his reply was a shrug. I apologized to Tyler for annoying him in History. Tyler and I watched Tristan "owning" everybody in Naruto. I wanted to play but the boys wouldn't let me. I asked Esma if i could hang with them and they said "they had enough people" :34: LOL! If they were my real friends. They wouldn't leave me out. So i sat on the desks and read quietly and sobbed quietly as i can without anyone noticing. I felt so left out and need to think about standing up to the class.

Nothing really good happened in Advisor. Im gonna go now and shut up and i will hopefully blog tomorrow. G'nite lovelies!

P.S. Im going to finish this site tomorrow.

Labels: afternoon posts, complete alex stupidity, school, site, the alex files

Well this doesn't surprise me. My buddy Kristen was away and my current least favourite classmate Alex was away today too.. Just wonderful, Im glad that Alex wasn't at school today which made me happy cause he didn't did Kimeron and his pants and Tyler and Karim lied and said that Alex was hiding in the cupboards and im thinking like a fool.

Labels: afternoon posts, rants and raves, school

I am so mad at that lying, backstabbing snake! He totally threatened to cut off my favorite bear and that was the last connection of my dad! What a jerk! Alex, Gagan and David were throwing my bear around the classroom getting it dirty-- It happened in history class. So i hired Kristen and Desi to take care of the bear. We renamed her to Sarah Moon Pinkie. I love that name. it's so cute! Kristen, Khaleah, Desi and I are one happy "god family", were not really related.

I had no fun at all today. I never got to prank anybody but i got fooled a few times but i didn't get fooled by that lying, backstabbing snake who i thought was my friend. I'm glad i didn't get fooled so often. Im all miserable again cause i don't feel appreciated and ignored by EVERYBODY!!! Can't you people give me a fucking break! This is what i get for being nice to you all!

At lunch, i sat with my girls and for Kristen and Desi's "Law Firm" i signed a contract them stating they are NOT responsible for damage to Sarah. I am! Im the bear's mother.

In the computer lab, I let Khaleah have a shift and watch Sarah and i must say, she's a excellent god-aunt. Mackenzie made fun of the bear! Like wtf?! Mackenzie! Leave sarah alone!! She's an innocent bear. She didn't do anything to you!!

In art class, I got my assignment back and got an A-. Awesome! Kimeron came out of nowhere to Natoya and Shania and said:

KIMERON: Haha! In your faces bitches!

Everyone was like OMG! and stuff.. Weird. I showed my good mark to my friends and they were happy. Kristen and Desi got good marks and i was happy. Glad to have my real friends around to stick up for me.

Oh and in french class today, Our french teach Madame Alexander was away so we got this sub teach who David pissed off the whole time. He even put a spider on her shoulder and here's the convo:

DAVID: Miss! Miss! Miss! There's a spider on your shoulder
SUB TEACH: I don't care, it's good for me
DAVID: (laughs)

LOL!! That is so funny! I cannot believe David did that! I was this close to ratting him out. God! Is she (Sub teach) that retarded?! Come on! Give me a fucking break. I just finished talking to Zee and Lina and now im gonna go edit my blog.

Night and hope to blog tomorrow.. or soon that is :) anyways, Night!

[EDIT]
I forgot one more thing.. In two weeks, im going back to the theaters to watch 'Race to Witch Mountain' at the theater by our school. Last time i went was to watch 'City of Ember' this movie were going to watch is for an assignment. If i get it done, i can come and watch for fun with my class and my friends. Im so excited. I have to pay for the trip on Monday cause i don't have cash this week
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Labels: bitch please, complete alex stupidity, evening posts, school, site, the alex files, wall of shame, wtf?