I Still feel pissed cause of Friday, Wanna know whats sad?
I Have to beg for everyone's forgiveness when they should be begging for mine because they hurt me when i didn't do anything to them. thats pretty pathetic. :46: and i feel crushed, I made a video to show to my classmates on tuesday of how i feel, Besides I Need to get my message across and let everyone know how my heart is broken. I Even remembered some lyrics to my favourite Rihanna song, Cry. -- Cut me like a knife, referring to today's entry title.
This Time was different,
Felt like i was just a victim,
When you cut me like a knife,
when you walked out of my life,
Now in in this condition,
Now i've got all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart,
But no matter,
But You'll never see me cry
It's pretty sad that i have to beg for forgiveness when someone does something bad to me! It's not fair! It should be Them begging for my forgiveness because they hurt me, not the other way around. It's pretty pathetic anyways. It's like, You rip my heart, you lose a friend type scenario. Dead fucking serious. I never wanna be around him until he asks for my forgiveness (probably never) :13: He's definetly pathetic.. he played with my fragile heart and broke it. Just like the scenario. Why would he wanna do that to me? i never did anything to him! so why should he do this to me? i am 5 million miles past "Angry". and honestly, Im telling everybody on tuesday how i feel, NO EXCUSES!!!!!!